okay Zayu you wanted me to answer all the questions
1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
well there's a specific person I would like to be in a relationship with at the moment, but I know she would never, ever return my feelings
2.When did your last hug take place?
oh god I don't even remember it's been so long. probably when my parents were helping me move into my dorm room back in August
3.Are you a jealous person?
more than I'd like to admit I am
4.Are you tired right now?
not really
5.Do you chew on your straws?
sometimes
6.Have you ever been called a tease?
hah! no. I have literally never flirted with someone so definitely not
7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
not 48 hours I don't think but I have stayed up for over 24 hours before
8.Do you cry easily?
lately, yeah
9.What should you be doing right now?
probably finishing typing the revised version of this short story for my Creative Writing portfolio
10.Are you a heavy sleeper?
mmhmm
11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
I don't know. I've never been in a relationship before, so I have nothing to go on. I wouldn't mind finding out :)
12.Are you mad at someone right now?
nope
13.Do you believe in love?
I do
14.What makes you laugh no matter what?
hmm... you know I'm not really sure
15.Who was the last person you talked to?
in terms of actual vocalization, one of my roommates. if texts count, Zayu :)
16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
eh it's a complicated situation at the moment because I've never met the person I like in person. but my heart definitely speeds up in my chest when they message me so, yeah. if you mean in general, definitely
17.Will you get married?
I'm not sure honestly. I'm not against the idea, but the more I think about it, the more I feel like it's not for me.
18.When was the last time you smiled?
not 100% sure but probably when I was reading Zayu's last text to me
19.Does anyone like you?
romantically? I highly doubt it
20.Do you secretly like someone?
yessss. and it's the worst. I really wish I didn't have romantic feelings for her honestly, because I know she'll never like me back and I really just want to go back to just seeing her as a friend like I did before. but even with time, these feelings haven't gone away :(
21.Who was the first person you talked to today?
Jaimee :)
22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
probably Jaimee and Eri
23.What are you NOT looking forward to?
surprisingly, there's nothing in the near future that I'm dreading
24.What ARE you looking forward to?
going home on Wednesday! :D
25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
not in a non-platonic sense
26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
I've never had an ex, so nothing
27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
no
28.Are you a forgiving person?
I think so
29.How many TRUE friends do you have?
a few, I think. I don't think I have any untrue friends at the moment; everyone I interact with regularly now is pretty close to me
30.Do you fall for people easily?
not in terms of falling for them as soon as I meet them, but when I do start to fall for someone, I fall hard and fast
31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
again, never had an ex
32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
a piece of ice
33.Who was the last person you drove with?
I don't drive, but I last rode in a car with two of my roommates
34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
oh god I think I fell asleep at like 4:30-ish finally? I was having trouble falling asleep last night
35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
maybe. I'm not really sure where I want to live in the future
36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
myself
37.Can you live a day without TV?
yup
38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
when I realized I wouldn't be able to see my family again until Thanksgiving break
39.Three names you go by...
Kortney, Kort, Kortneykins
40.Are you currently in a relationship?
I have never been in a relationship
41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
I'm not really a big fan of romance movies
42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
I'd like to think so, but I'm honestly not sure
43.What’s your current problem?
I fell for one of my Internet friends and I know she'll never love me back
44.Have you ever had your heart broken?
not in terms of actual rejection, but the closest thing to heartbreak I experienced was when I realized the person I love now could never reciprocate my feelings
45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
I think if you've already had a relationship with the person and then it becomes long-distance it can be difficult, because you long for that physical intimacy you once shared. but I think if the relationship is long-distance from the beginning it has a better chance of lasting
46.How many kids do you want to have?
I don't plan on having any kids
47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
every. single. person. I've. ever. liked. there's a reason I only ever confessed to one person, and I still didn't have the guts to tell them how I felt out loud
