As I was typing this title my iPhone put in drunk enough… That would have worked too. I mean I am thinking random thoughts.
I love my hometown to death, but it’s getting a bit too much with everything going on. People moving here left and right. Austin is growing too much and too quickly for the infrastructure to keep up. I love visiting with the family and hanging out with my sisters. I am at a point in my life that I can actually chill with them without having to watch everything I do and say, well mostly.
Next topic, Wichita. I love the size of the city and the limited traffic, but I feel like there is nothing to do there really. Plus I haven’t made any friends. I mean everyone there seems to be very religious and make friends through church or something. A lot of people I work with were raised in that area and wanted to stay there or come back from elsewhere. I just don’t think I’ve found my place there. I’m trying to keep hope.
Fay. I miss Fayetteville and the character of the town so much. It’s a little too small, but I have a place in my heart for it. And I know I will forever. I miss my friends so much. Especially one of my best friend, who is still there, neverneverlandish. And I actually kinda miss school, a little bit anyway. This adult thing is overrated.
My job is pretty satisfying. I’m still trying to grasp everything, but I like it. It challenges me and makes me want to push myself… Well usually. I think it’s a good starting point, but I don’t know how long I’d like to stay there. I mean that’s the future and I need the experience, but I kinda want to be prepared for what may happen next.
I’m missing my man friend, who I had to leave in Fay when I moved, which was a damn shame, cause he was a good one. Taking me out on dates and making a genuine effort, not just trying to get into my pants like normal guys, ya know?? I am so very lonely in Kansas. I just wanna get established and try to get settled. Find friend and maybe more. We’ll see.
I’m so glad that I can ramble about random stuff on here, because most people probably aren’t gonna read this long ass post anyway. But I mean it’s just the drunken ramblings of a 22 year old woman.
If you get this far, thanks for reading! 😘
