#gynsgotwords

[gynwop-blog]

@mellowtrolls makes fun of me for singing into my tooth brush

[gynwop-blog]

You know I made the one floaty badge... and now I want to make more for the rest of my trolls... but also....

thats a lot of work.

and i am lazy

more so my motivation comes and goes like a wild cat.

[gynwop-blog]

I absolutely hate my writing process. I just like. God damn it I wish I could figure out how to turn on my inspiration better and actually roll out a response. Like, fuck.

I get really hype about writing every so often. It’s like a roller coaster that’s hills for days. The problem is that I’m afraid to ride it if it’s going to be a short one. Its like, I know the muse is there. I can channel it and write no probem. But when I slow down and stop, it just disappears for a while. And I have to go track it down and I just spend a lot of time trying to think about how my character would react.

That’s why I post so much with midi. Because we know each other well and when we actually thread we do the rapid fire back and forth. So I never really lose the muse until the thread is done.

I just don’t get it. Why this is so hard. I made these characters. I know how they should feel. I write about them all the time. But for some god damn reason I just go “Wait no that’s not right I don’t know.“ and choke up on a response. I don’t understand how easily I lose touch with something that comes directly from me.

[gynwop-blog]

A while back my harddrive died and I had to get a new one. New copy of windows and everything. I lost literally all of the work I ever did for any amount of attempts at art and themes for my page. Now every time I’m wanting to work on stuff I go oh I’ll just open that other ref I have for sizing and mov- Nope. It’s all gone. Then I cry for five minutes and go do something else.

#reasonsidontmakespritesaanymore

[gynwop-blog]

I’m thinking of dropping some of my “main“ characters into the minor character selection. But also revamping both character selection pages. Hmmmm.

[gynwop-blog]

This week I am trying to be alive and such. And doing things like clicking submit before my brain has a chance to go “WOOOOAH WHAT ARE YOU DOOOOOOOOIN“

[gynwop-blog]

I am attempting to cutback on the amount of stuff on my dash. A while back I followed a bunch of people and now that I am trying to get back into writing I just see a bunch of stuff and feel really overwhelmed.

I am going to try to not unfollow anyone I have mutual with because I kinda want to actually rp with other people outside of just mellow. But like. I am a weenie. And also comfort zones.

Sorry and all.

[gynwop-blog]

Updated Sprites for the three Proditor hatchmates. Egover only got a small change, the other two got new horns. Speaking of which, I never actually explained anything from these three, but they’re not actually from Gynwopol. They come from another fan planet that’s full of heresy and sin. It got blown up. For good reasons. These three are among a group of grubs that where removed from the planet before its destruction for “scientific“ purposes.

Egover, (the rusty) was the only success out of these experiments. He also was the only one to escape and never be seen again. Sengen (violet) was a repeat failure and was tossed into the gladiatormentor arenas. And Verbra was too Tyrian (pretty) to meet the same fate and instead simply acclimated into normal Gynwopolian Society. At the time Gynwopol also needed another Tyrian to keep political balances in check. None of them have any memory of ever being from anywhere but Gynwopol.