I didn't think of it at the time but now that I've thought about it I know what a faux pas I made. I decided to show mum the wonders of Hannibal and I mean that's good it'll be good to have another one on board but then as I was seeing twitchy S1 Will Graham on the screen I realized... I was just in s1.... And that means I'm rewatching s2.... And you say 'oh but like we re-live s2 every day' But no... You don't understand. I cried the first time I watched s2 and I wasn't aware I shipped anything back then it just fell like a ton of bricks on me during Mizumono and I was useless for weeks!!! And now I know what happens but with that knowledge I can now focus on the little things and the little things are what's already getting to me! I have to watch Hannibal's micro expressions, listen to the music, the dialogue and link them to everything past and future and it's too much! I am not going to survive s2 again I am not going to survive Will's actions and Hannibal's hope and I am SO not going to survive watching Hannibal with mum next to me wondering why I'm barely moving and why I'm slowly turning blue becAUSE I DON'T WANT TO CRY AGAIN!!!