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i just feel so defeated that the fandom ruined byler for me. like i really tried to fight it but i genuinely just get irritated whenever i think of byler. congrats to stranger things for being the first ever fandom to make me hate what was possibly my favorite ship of all time.
Just heard a person describe that beautiful heart-breaking scene in Mizumono as "Hannibal attacking the best friend of his enemy"
This...
This is clearly how you look at the best friend of your enemy
Look at Hannibal almost crying because he has to attack the Best Friend of His Enemy :)))
Such an embrace!! Should be reserved!! For the Best!! Friend!! Of your!! Enemy!!
✨Second hand enemies ✨
A relationship that will last forever
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now i don't want to post any nsfw byler hcs here because an anon is gonna be a smug shit and be like "see now you're posting nsfw after you said you wouldn't! nyeh nyeh nyeh i like making fun of someone who's mentally ill and upset" like FUCK. OFF.
seeee now you're back to saying you're posting fic after claiming you'd stop and wanting people to get upset you wouldn't post fic (which I was because I love the t!will fic). you go in waves and I knew you'd be back to writing and excited about posting, it's why I think you don't need to post and get upset about attention and all that publicly. I don't know what you expect other blogs to do from that when they've tried to console you and support you in the past when this happened. I'm sorry that you are experiencing something again but I don't think any of us here can do anything to fix your mindset and I hope you learn to trust that your work is enjoyed and not compare yourself somuch and have fun drama free❤️
idc about support. literally all i want is for them to like my posts.
and i didn't say i wasn't gonna write it, i said i was considering not writing it because nobody seemed to enjoy it anymore. i'm only continuing it because i hate leaving things unfinished.
also please, let's not kid ourselves. nobody would actually be upset if i discontinued the t!will fic right now.
anyway asks like these are just very annoying. like i feel good enough about myself to write again and then you still bitch about it or make fun of me? that really just proves to me that you guys don't want me around here anymore. literally go fuck yourself anon, and get the fuck off my blog if all you're going to do is patronize me.
"it's not just t!will though, anything nsfw i create never gets any traction. and people whom i frequently reblog and like their spicy posts — they never extend to me the same courtesy. so you'll notice i've also stopped doing that as well.
it really doesn't feel like people are excited for anything nsfw i make, t!will or otherwise. nobody talks to me about nsfw anymore, or sends me asks. my mutuals don't interact with me. i feel like a dog begging for a bone."
why dont you try something different? post what you enjoy for you, reblog for your own record and enjoyment, write stories so you can read them and enjoy them, not just others, and comment because your comments are bursting out of you instead of doing all that stuff in the hope that people will talk back to you.
sometimes the most freeing fandom experiences can be in a little bubble, and you might be surprised by who ends up interacting with you, but you won't be needing it to have fun. people tend to get a vibe when someone really wants attention or engagement in life as well as online, and paradoxically, it usually puts people off. be chill and cool and do fandom for yourself, and people will come if they like the vibe.
but that's what i DID do. i reblogged everything, i interacted, i sent asks, i write. but you have to understand that when people don't engage with you back in the same way, it drains your energy. it's no fucking fun being the only person savaging a one-sided relationship in the fandom. it's no fun watching your active mutuals intentionally ignore your posts but reblog someone else.
so i cut my losses. maybe it makes me look desperate, but idc.
I think you’re way too sensitive and easily swarmed by your perception of how people feel about you, which isn’t based in reality
then please enlighten me what that reality is? and don't tell me people are inactive because that's obviously not true if they can give other spicy bylers notes with double digits, whereas my wip couldn't even hit 10 likes.
again, i know and understand many people are lurking. but there are a lot who DON'T. i try not to be hung up on stuff like notes or engagement but it's hard not to be when you constantly see your peers get praised and loved on, while you're struggling to have anyone say anything nice to you, or even TALK to you.
is t!will just too niche? is it that people don't like me? idk.
it’s definitely not that people don’t like you, i think it might be a combination of people being too scared to like it on tumblr and also that it’s a little niche. based on engagement on the actual fic though i know a lot of people, me included, are waiting in anticipation for the next chapter. i know the comparison between other nsfw byler blogs can be discouraging if you’re the person on the side with less likes but please don’t give up on t!will, i think you’ll see the true representation of how many people are excited for it once it’s posted.
it's not just t!will though, anything nsfw i create never gets any traction. and people whom i frequently reblog and like their spicy posts — they never extend to me the same courtesy. so you'll notice i've also stopped doing that as well.
it really doesn't feel like people are excited for anything nsfw i make, t!will or otherwise. nobody talks to me about nsfw anymore, or sends me asks. my mutuals don't interact with me. i feel like a dog begging for a bone.
