#h hates everything

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i wish i could see how thin or fat i am from other people's perspectives

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what's the point if everything i do fails

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this account will no longer be posted on but it is still active:)

intro <3

taken by @guesswhatemiebutt n @blurringmysoull !!

g dragon and seungmin biased — KA¹² & OP⁸¹ — any pronouns — pro body autonomy — please use tone indicators, emojis, or emoticons :p — diagnosed autistic

vent and shed blog — if you interact you are aware that this blog may negatively affect your mental health :l

[ yes i use a typing quirk , no one is forcing you to look at my posts so if that bothers you piss off ]

ed posts tagged under " #tw ed " , sh posts tagged under " #tw sh " , sui posts tagged under " #tw sui ideation " , vent posts tagged under " #cw vent " so you can filter them out , unfortunately this is new so old posts won't be tagged accordingly

interests list !!

helplines :)

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please please please dont report this account, this is a safe place. you're only encouraging my behaviour by reporting

DNI: — if recovering from an ed or sh. ALWAYS put yourself first, block me if my content is triggering — you know me irl and don't have my consent to be on this blog — age regression fetishists — seungri supporters / ot5 bigbang —

everytime i get t'd i will do a 48 hour fast :)

— diagnosed with autism october 2024

— ana for 4 years now (😮)

— i know i can be very childish and i am an autistic minor but please do not infantalise me :[

— my goal is to d13 from this disorder , i know my gw's are unrealistic

stats:

cw : 48 kg / 105 lbs

gw1 : 46 kg / 101 lbs

gw2 : 44 kg / 97 lbs

gw3 : 40 kg / 88 lbs

gw4 : 35 kg / 77 lbs

ugw : under 30 kg / 66 lbs

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i want things to be beautiful

i forgot that things were beautiful

i forgot it was an option

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i don't know how to express how i feel i just know things would be so much easier if i was dead

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i ruin everything no wonder no one likes me

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it feels so attention seeking to struggle and want people to care because all the internet does is complain about how annoying people with mental health issues are

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"don't judge me" for being homophobic?? i'm gonna fucking judge you babe