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TW: S3lf Harm scars
This work is a little more serious than natural...
The helplessness and the wish to have been there at that moment to avoid the consequences.
The Kris' favorite food
TW for implied sh, destructive behavior, substance abuse
bonus why zanka didn't return calls
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A grumpy Elias
This week I've been a bit busy with midterms so I couldn't post my script updates but to let you guys know, I've written around 14k words so far and it's like? Halfway done? Honestly I went into Silas' route thinking I'd barely manage to hit 10k words but here we are lmao
Homeless regressors are valid
Regressors who need someone else to keep track of/control their medicine are valid
Regressors with insomnia are valid
Regressors who struggles with memories/flashbacks are valid
Poor regressors/regressors in poverty are valid
Substance abusing/active addict regressors are valid
Regressors who are in and out of hospitals/psych wards are valid
Regressors who experience psychosis or "scary" mental illnesses are valid
Regressors with severe mental issues are valid
Regressors who are mentally and physically disabled are valid
Regressors who are plus size or underweight are valid
Regressors who struggle with/ cant function and valid
Regressors who are scared of adult figures are valid
Regressors who find comfort in things other might find gross or disturbing are valid
Regressors who actively struggle with SH and EDs are valid
Regressors who struggle with suicidal thoughts and behaviors are still valid
Regressors who are scared of people are still valid
Regressors who are bed bound are valid
Regressors who have no one to care for them are valid
Regressors who are too scared to ask for help are valid
Regressors who struggle with intrusive thoughts, no matter what they are, are still valid
Regressors who hate their regression are valid
(alll regressors are valid no matter what, despite the fact some might make you uncomfortable, just block them and move along, "negative"/struggling regressors are still valid and allowed in the community)
i hate that if you're suicidal you essentially get threatened to keep quiet and pretend you're okay or they'll send you to something that is basically just jail
i can't tell the truth to the people who "want to help me" i went to a psychiatrist recently and i had to answer a bunch of questions. and i lied because i don't want to get hospitalized
"are you experiencing any suicidal thoughts right now?" yes "not really "
"have you ever attempted?" yes "no"
"do you have a plan for how you would do it?" yes "no"
"do you hurt yourself?" yes "no"
this is stupid. the system isn't meant to help people it's meant to make people shut up and kill themselves quietly without causing a fuss and if they won't do that they get locked up.