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[getchacrayongetchacrayon]

intro <3

taken by @guesswhatemiebutt n @blurringmysoull !!

g dragon and seungmin biased — KA¹² & OP⁸¹ — any pronouns — pro body autonomy — please use tone indicators, emojis, or emoticons :p — diagnosed autistic

vent and shed blog — if you interact you are aware that this blog may negatively affect your mental health :l

[ yes i use a typing quirk , no one is forcing you to look at my posts so if that bothers you piss off ]

ed posts tagged under " #tw ed " , sh posts tagged under " #tw sh " , sui posts tagged under " #tw sui ideation " , vent posts tagged under " #cw vent " so you can filter them out , unfortunately this is new so old posts won't be tagged accordingly

interests list !!

helplines :)

BLOCK DONT REPORT

please please please dont report this account, this is a safe place. you're only encouraging my behaviour by reporting

DNI: — if recovering from an ed or sh. ALWAYS put yourself first, block me if my content is triggering — you know me irl and don't have my consent to be on this blog — age regression fetishists — seungri supporters / ot5 bigbang —

everytime i get t'd i will do a 48 hour fast :)

— diagnosed with autism october 2024

— ana for 4 years now (😮)

— i know i can be very childish and i am an autistic minor but please do not infantalise me :[

— my goal is to d13 from this disorder , i know my gw's are unrealistic

stats:

cw : 48 kg / 105 lbs

gw1 : 46 kg / 101 lbs

gw2 : 44 kg / 97 lbs

gw3 : 40 kg / 88 lbs

gw4 : 35 kg / 77 lbs

ugw : under 30 kg / 66 lbs

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quick sketches of kinkajou and jambu (yes I redid my jambu design completely I didn’t like the old one ))

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i know you secretly have an ed

you know i secretly have an ed

so who's screaming 6 7?

[koiagain]

i really fucking hate interacting with americans sometimes You guys seriously think the US is the entire world and it shows in the way you apply your logic to other countries regarding politics feminism and really just day to day things grow up and Look around U

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i want things to be beautiful

i forgot that things were beautiful

i forgot it was an option

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cant cut arms cuz of prom cant cut legs cuz its shorts season cant cut anything whats the fucking point

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i wish i was more emotional

I just live in a state of apathy it takes so much energy for me to become excitable and i hate it i miss who i was before the mental illness

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when my body fails on me I wonder if i'll feel fulfilled or feel full of regret

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maybe my suicide is my last punishment to myself. maybe refusing to do it the easy way makes it a little less selfish somehow. maybe i want to feel that pain

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you can pretend i'm not going to die but that doesnt make it true

[soegenofaraway]

Kinkajou!!!

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kinda tuff

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i have @blurringmysoull 's leavers hoodie because it was laying abandoned in the canteen and I didnt want him to lose it

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the maths exam was... fine?

[katrinaglow]

Clearsight

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why did I just get yelled at for asking where to put blankets?? sorry I didnt teleport them away I'll make sure i activate my powers next time

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bracelets and criminal minds w @blurringmysoull 😋