#haerinyan

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⋆.˚ ⛩️⋅˚₊‧ ╎ things i'm excited to experience in my better cr/japan life dr

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ愛してます。♡󠀠󠀠⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ᓚ₍ ^. ̫ .^₎ 𖹭

𖹭 enjoying my carefree teenage years to the fullest

𖹭 enjoying school

𖹭 experimenting with makeup and fashion

𖹭 having access to all my favorite collectibles, clothes and electronics

𖹭 visiting arcades, gimmick cafes, and parks

𖹭 hanami season 🌸

𖹭 attending the summer matsuri

𖹭 being pretty (lol)

𖹭 having a close friend group

𖹭 attending cons and other cosplay events

𖹭 eating good ass food

𖹭 RAMUNE!!! 🫧

𖹭 my cats <3

𖹭 shopping at shibuya 109 and akiba electric town

𖹭 visiting shrines in kyoto

⋆ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁✧୨ ᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ⁱᵗ ᵃˡˡ ᵈᵉᵖᵉⁿᵈˢ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ʳⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵗⁱᵐⁱⁿᵍ ᴰᵒⁿ'ᵗ ʷᵃⁿⁿᵃ ᶜˡᵒˢᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵒᵒʳ ᵇᵉʰⁱⁿᵈ ᵐᵉ

[haerinyan]

i am officially divorced from this reality. paperwork done. lawyers hired. fees paid. went to court. the bitch can have the kids too because i'm not bringing that baggage with me. we're over.

[haerinyan]

shifting is for those who refuse to give up their childlike sense of wonder

[haerinyan]

how it feels to be told to “appreciate your cr” when you genuinely gain no pleasure from living here and you have nothing to live for

[haerinyan]

shifting to regain your lust for life

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me acting like i’m fine while having a burning desire to leave this reality and live a completely different life

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pondering abt how we are quite literally everything, everywhere, all at once

[haerinyan]

the shifting community feels like crabs in a bucket sometimes