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[phoenixsfeather]

on the college note

college sucks right now, like starting this out is horrible. everyone seems to be making friends so easily and I just feel like I'm on the outside as everyone else gets along. Even though I got friendly with some girls I get the vibe they don't want to hang out with me. But I don't know if that vibe is just me being self conscious and paranoid or if it's true. Either way it sucks cause I start worrying and clinging and freaking out. I hate trying to make new friends. 

[phoenixsfeather]

psst guys two more days until I come home and have time to blog. I've missed you all cause I have no friends...

[phoenixsfeather]

I've actually gained a lot of followers and almost all my headcanons got notes. I guess they're actually ok that makes me happy :) 

[phoenixsfeather]

I'm starting to doubt whether I'll keep in touch with any of my high school friends like. Most of them don't make the effort with me, my best friend is even being annoying right now and I'm not really sure why she won't just ask me questions? basically I'm tired of everyone and am ready for college. like I feel bad I won't keep in touch with them but atm I'm just tired of everyone basically. 

[phoenixsfeather]

So one of my friends just totally had another friend ask me a question she could have totally asked me herself. like why? it wasn't even that big of a question. ughhhh. 

[phoenixsfeather]

I'm really freaking out about this summer starting, because I'm going to college in the fall and I'm not gonna see a lot of my friends again, and I'm horrible at keeping touch. Like a lot of my friends seem to talk to each other through texting and on fb messaging but I don't really. Mainly talk to friends in school and then get together with them. How do you chat with people through text? It seems like so much effort and I'm sure I'm just gonna lose contact with all of them. :(

[phoenixsfeather]

guys so I know there are mutuals out there who may want to talk to me. do you guys wanna exchange kik's or whatsapp's or something? I wanna get to know you guys! so yeah lemme know?

[phoenixsfeather]

I'm still flipping out just. My life is always just meh. I want to do something this summer but what? kasldjlkjafweosfijwal.