can you write where reader is Suhyeon’s childhood friend and she agrees to join his crew because she has a crush on him but then she starts liking Hajun instead cause he’s around more often?
It's Complicated
Female Reader
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Set after the finale, also really got carried and this ended up REALLY long.
"Hey, [Name]."
The girl turned around and saw Suhyeon, she immediately smiled at him. "What is it Suhyeon?" She asked, clutching her hands together behind her back.
"Well... I was wondering if.. you want to.. join my crew?" Suhyeon nervously asked, not knowing what [Name] response would be. She stared at him, her brain just going on gushing mode.
'Suhyeon wants me to join his crew?! Me?! Really?! Oh my god!' Her mind raced, of course she was going to say. This would be the moment where she would finally get to spend more time with Suhyeon more than anything.
"Uummm... [Name]..?"
The girl snapped out of her thoughts when she realized she just has been standing there, staring at Suhyeon. [Name] nervously chuckled. "Sorry! But sure, I'll join." She said which made Suhyeon smile and held her hand which caused [Name] cheeks to tint slightly.
"Thank you so much [Name]! I always knew I can count on you!" She just nervously chuckled and nodded her head. "It's no problem at all!" [Name] said, enjoying the feeling of Suhyeon hands around her.
'Aahh! I'm gonna have so much opportunities to get closer to Suhyeon!'
Which was what she thought months ago, but now she's not even sure anymore.
Things went different.
She never got the chance to be just alone with Suhyeon or even spend time with one-on-one, did the universe not want them to be together? She liked Suhyeon before he got all this strong and the head of the school as they would say.
And now Suhyeon was getting closer more with Chaerin.
Seems like the others shipped Suhyeon more with Chaerin, well it was not like everyone knew her crush of Suhyeon anyway.
But she liked him first, before all this. They grew together, she saw how brave and kind he was even if he was bit of an asshole. But what she can expect?
Chaerin's popular, pretty, she's got it all. Suhyeon had a major glow up too, it seems like the universe wanted them together.
But what about her? She has been fighting for Suhyeon... is this all she will get?
Not only that Suhyeon has been asking her on what to get for a girl, obvious he was getting something to Chaerin, and she has no choice but to swallow her pride and help him.
Cause after all, they were friends, right?
"Here..."
[Name] lookedd up from the table and saw Hajun giving her a yogurt drink, one of the flavors she liked. "Oh..." She gently took it from Hajun. "Thank you Hajun.." She said, smiling at him.
He said nothing and walked off, leaving [Name] confuse at Hajun's action. But she smiled, appreciated the gesture from him.
'Hajun... has been like this for a while...' She thought to herself, remembering the times Hajun has been giving her favorite yogurt drink for the past what now? Months?
But now that she thinks about it, Hajun always appeared near her. Whenever she wanted food or drinks, Hajun was there to give it to her or when she was in danger, Hajun saved her as always.
[Name] can't remember how many times Hajun always came by whenever she needed something, more so than Suhyeon has ever been throughout the majority of their time together. Whenever she made something for Suhyeon and he wouldn't eat it, Hajun always volunteered to eat it instead.
Huh... it was weird..
[Name] skipped down the hallway, humming a tune. It was free period and they basically had nothing to do at this point, so she was just walking around the school. Trying to find something entertaining.
"[Name]!!"
She turned around and saw Suhyeon running down to her, she stopped as Suhyeon stopped running in front of her, he catches his breath as he stood up. "I need help!" Suhyeon said, pleading for [Name] who tilted her head. "What is it Suhyeon?" She asked.
"Help me a pick a present for Chaerin!" Shatter.
"Tomorrow is our 2nd monthsary, though I really don't care about that stuff but Chaerin does! And I wanted to give her something nice!"
Oh right... they were dating. [Name] forgot about that. It has been two months since whatever Suhyeon wanted was accomplished, and Suhyeon and Chaerin began dating two months ago.
How can she forget?
But she forced a smile. "Sure, I'll accompany you. Knowing your loser ass, you'll get something that will make her slap you."
"Thank you [Nam]- Hey! I'm not a loser!"
"Yes, you are, freaking loser."
"Ow!"
Now the two were at the shopping center, picking a gift for Suhyeon and Chaerin monthsary. They browsed through the shops first before going inside in either of them.
"Seriously, you two have been dating. You would surely know her preferences by now Suhyeon." [Name] looked at her childhood friend in disbelief who was looking around in confusion. "I mean! What could I get her?! She already has everything! That bag! This bag too, and those shoes and.."
She watched him ramble, pointing at the outfits, shoes, makeup, and bags that Chaerin already has. It made [Name] smile, knowing that Suhyeon knows he has to get something that Chaerin will like but she doesn't have, it was sweet.
She watched the excitement with a mix of worry in his face, the way his hair fluttered and his sharp jaw shined. He really changed a lot, not the scrawny kid she knew anymore. [Name] still remembers the time when he would pick his own booger and lick them or putting the boogers on her or Dahyeon (which he still does). Or the way he would defend her against bullies in kindergarten.
[Name] thought they would end up together, but she has seen those stores in TV where the childhood friend always loses but she convinced herself that would never happen to her. But...
"Ahh! Thank you so much [Name]."
Suhyeon said, looking inside the contents of the bag. The two were sitting by a bench, tired from looking around all day for the perfect gift Suhyeon would give to Chaerin. [Name] just looked down on her lap.
"Mhmm.. glad I could be of help, knowing your sorry ass.."
She said, much quieter which Suhyeon didn't noticed and kept rambling on the plan he'll do tomorrow after discussing with Gukja. Probably something stupid that'll make Chaerin made but find it endearing since it was so Suhyeon like to do.
[Name] listened to all of it with a pained heart, her throat tightened feeling the tears beginning to well up.
'No no no no no, not at this time, not with Suhyeon you idiot!'
She fought hard to fight the tears, but they slowly begin to slip down her face. Suhyeon noticed that she was quiet, he was about to turn to her and asked when a jacket covered [Name] head.
Suhyeon looked up and saw Hajun.
"Oh, Hajun. What are you doing here?"
Surprised evident on Suhyeon face while [Name] eyes widened at whaat Hajun just did, she slightly looked up, her face peeking from the jacket. "Me and [Name] are going on a date."
"Huh?" Suhyeon let out, staring at him with wide eyes. [Name] mouth hangs wide open in shock, Hajun gently grabbed her arm, making her stand up. "Me and [Name] have discussed.." He gently gave her arm a squeeze, to make her realize that this a way for her get out of this situation right now.
"O-Oh yeah..." She subtly wiped her tears away with Hajun jacket sleeve, looking at Suhyeon with a smile. "I forgot.." [Name] said as Suhyeon shock face then turned into a smirk.
"Eehh? Is that so? Well, you two have fun~" He teased, wiggling his eyebrows as [Name] just rolled her eyes and Hajun led her out of there.
The two walked far enough from Suhyeon and stopped, Hajun looked at her and gently took the jacket from her head but placed it across her shoulders. Shielding her from the cold, [Name] slowly looked at Hajun.
"Thank you, Hajun..." She muttered who nodded. "I saw that you were about to cry right in front of Suhyeon, and I know you didn't want him to see you like that.." [Name] smiled at him.
Hajun walked her home, silence sits between the two without a word. Just comfortable silence that stretches, they arrived at [Name] house. She opened the gate and turned to look at Hajun one last time before heading back inside. "Thank you... Hajun.." [Name] smiled, Hajun just nodded not saying anything.
[Name] walked back inside and Hajun just watches her figure disappear inside. He continues to linger there right in front of her house, before he heads back to his own.
His mind going back to the expression on [Name] face, the sadness, the realization that Suhyeon was never going to look at her the way she did. It hurts him to see her like that.
So right there and then, he promised himself. He'll always be by [Name] side no matter what.
For the past weeks, Hajun began to even do what he always did but amplified.
Going to her house so that they walk can to school together and back home, giving her favorite yogurt drink, carrying her bags. He was always seen by her side no matter what, which started dating rumors between the two.
Doesn't help that Suhyeon was adding fuel to the fire, which made [Name] cursed him out.
But it's not like something wasn't happening on how [Name] began to see Hajun..
"Ow..."
[Name] fell from the stairs, having twisted her ankle. She sat up and held her ankle, feeling the sore feeling throb. Hajun worriedly and quickly knelt by her, observing her ankle before carrying her in his arms.
Her eyes widened in shock as he effortlessly carried her to the infirmary, she stared at Hajun who was looking ahead. Serious etched in his face. "H-Hajun..?" She let out.
"I'm carrying you to the infirmary..." Hajun said, they walked through the halls which made everyone stare at them. Whispers and glances made [Name] embarrass, she can feel her face starting to turn red.
But Hajun paid no mind to them at all.
They arrived at the infirmary, Hajun put her in bed as the nurse tended to her twisted ankle. She bandaged [Name] ankle and let her stay off class as of today.
And now she was just lying on the bed, looking out the window. Hajun went back as the bell rang a few minutes ago, so it was just her and the nurse in the infirmary room.
She was just left in that room, contemplating her feelings and whatever was happening.
How Hajun has been showing up more often for her, how he helped her, and did things for her. Buying food or drinks, taking her home or going to school together. Always following her wherever she went.
And to be honest, it felt nice. It felt actually felt nice.
And she was begun to feel complicated with her feelings.
She still has feelings for Suhyeon and the fact that they could never be together, still stung deeply for her. She has love Suhyeon ever since childhood, it won't be easy of course for her to move on and go to another.
But Hajun..
[Name] remembering all the time how Hajun showed up for her, more times than she can count.
"I'm so confused..."