#hallusinations

[the3dimaxofmymind]

Confession

I'm really excited for school. However, its been getting harder to hide autumn and gia. I used to be able to ignore them long enough to get into a private place. But they have been a lot more vocal then before and I'm finding myself screaming at them in public places, causing everyone to look at me. Everyone at school already thinks of me as the "mentally ill one". 

[ocidenteassombrado]

[old-s-c-h-o-o-l]

[stopeatingandsmoke]

Guilt trippin? on We Heart It http://weheartit.com/entry/88544480/via/idapuustinen

[rosesbleedtoo-blog]

Ok. I might have slightly ODd. Not to kill myself or to hurt myself. To be honest I don't even remember why I did it. All it did was make me suffer from some freaky hallucinations.

[protoslacker]

It is perhaps precisely the impersonal quality of Sacks’s temperament, his deep privacies and resolute withholdings, that facilitates that extraordinary humanity, that loving curiosity about the experiences of other people, that near-magical ability to see how even the most seemingly devastating losses may be remedied by the mind’s remarkable powers of compensation.

Jenny Davidson at BookForum. The Unreal World

Oliver Sacks further maps out the human brain in a book about hallucinatory states

[j-quiggs]

theres nothing in this world that can save me from myself. all of the thoughts that torment the inside of my mind will not leave me be. theres no point in trying anymore, because i have already lost the fight. now, all i can do, is leave my mind wander in a thousand directions and take the pain and let it rest inside my tormented mind. i have nothing left of me.

[j-quiggs]

been having a pretty boring day today. my mind is till trapped inside itself, and the tv is still talking to me. i wish i wasnt like this. i wish i was normal.