#self distruct

[dialectical-awkwardness]

This coming semester will be a game of how fast can I run myself into the ground.

[dontwannadrinkmywhiskeylikeyoudo]

im gonna be everything they never wanted me to be... what they forced me to be 

[thisborderlineasshole]

*bursts into flames*

[archi-pelago]

hahaha

falls off of cliff

I don't even think I'm gonna go to my schools social events at all

hahahaha

swallows poison 

I can't even deal with anybody

hahahaha

peels off skin to show a shadow with bones

I'm tired of just being 

and not being there

hahaha

[archi-pelago]

arsenic kills a little slowly

cyanide a lil faster

but i have enough swords to fall onto

but I doubt they'd like that at all

it would be easy, actually

(so easy its scary)

I could die just like that with the tools I have

but then

who would do the dishes or feed the dogs

I am a beast of labor 

and I will continue to hold these things until my spine breaks and my organs burst

I am a beast of labor

it would be easy

but I'll wait another day

(they say it will improve, and I am slightly inclined to believe them)

The best of labor will wait another day

[adredelano]

Self distruct

I don't see the point in self distruct buttons? I mean, when are you ever gunna want to explode yourself? Because your just sitting in your science lab and you suddenly think, 'oh, I think I'm going to explode me, this lab and everyone else in it!' Come on people! Seriously?

[masaka-moon]

Im so upset that im considering going back into a deep hole in the corner of my mind and drinking again. I dont care how sick it will make me from my medication, i want to be numb

[giraffewrangler]