#hambles

[worldyoufeel]

every day i wake up and yearn for shidou's backstory. i’m so serious. what are his parents like? did they raise him, or did he stay with someone else? what we he like in school? was he always so #Wild?

one thing about me... i am ALWAYS sat for the Blue Lock Special backstory mid-match. sorry world. i just love to learn more... to understand why the characters Act the way they do... honestly the backstories and flashbacks are one of my favorite things about blue lock. shoutout rin and sae and kaiser and ness and and and

[stone-stars]

what if they say the home is where the hearth is…. and fire heals the soul……… what then…….

[prizedrawer]

im watchin one of cry's twitch vods and alex is such a mom friend its adorable

[worldyoufeel]

just thinking... bachisagi band au... bachisagi in a band... the 1975 robbers "you look sooooo coooooollllll" when they're gayly playing guitar... the stolen glances... the "bachira and isagi being gay for 10 minutes and 32 seconds" compilations on youtube... the PR nightmares...

[worldyoufeel]

i quite enjoy writing blue lock future fics... i love exploring the post-canon universe where they're all Grown™️

but i cant help from wondering how going pro impacts the guys' emotions, their relationships with soccer... especially after transitioning from the Blue Lock program to their regular ol' clubs. granted i do not know nearly as much about real life professional soccer as i should, being only a dabbler with some buddies, but i don't imagine that being ripped from your high school years and thrown into Soccer Jail does any favors for your emotional intelligence

my current wip is really centered about Society and Toxic Masculinity and i feel evil doing this to bachisagi... but i also rlly enjoy exploring pro sports in relation to them being #gay with each other in this fic. pretty fun time even if i am going to get yelled at by oomfs. n e wayz hanchan out that was just my rambling. and if i sound crazy, sorry, it's nearly 2 am and i had way too much caffeine today

[worldyoufeel]

also life update since i stopped using this place as a suicide note:

- finished seasons 1-4 of haikyuu, still need to catch up on movies/manga but i cried many many times and have already put my fingers to the keyboard for iwaoi

- semester 2 of college is in full swing and new job acquired

- i miss minecraft bedwars

- the white peach and iced vanilla berry red bulls are permanently back and i couldn’t be happier about it

- i don’t wanna go to class tomorrow

that’s all Goodbye

[worldyoufeel]

spring semester has genuinely been a coin flip every single day… will i be joyous and blessed or will i be hopeless and damned

[worldyoufeel]

been a while since i’ve yapped here i miss writing yaoi all the time and i need to finish fics specifically shorely and some other aus i have in my pocket. probably going to change my major to straight-up english soon. very tired and very very caffeinated but otherwise Fine. stuck in the depths of a crush but i’m strong. this has been a worldyoufeel production