Jan 27
Whenever I do really good on a sortie, handler has the engineers clean up my mech, I always rush to go see her when they're done, the holes and dents vanish and she looks almost brand new. The shine just like when I first saw her.
It makes me really happy to see her so healthy, but...
Sometimes, when I'm admiring her pristine frame, I see a reflection in her surface.
Handler says im not allowed near mirrors. She says they cause me to think too much.
But when I stare into a reflection...someone is staring back
I dont know who they are, but they look at me, with so much hate. Like im, a monster.
I...
I should tell handler about this.
She always makes the bad things go away.