Continued from: She smiles, devilish and gleeful, eyes alight like she knows she has him right where she wants him. And she does, because @musedbyalli is easier to read than he allows himself to seem. Rayleigh puts on quite the effort compared to Roger, who, when not donning his captain's hat, is so free with his emotions. It's rewarding that way, when you can pull something true from Rayleigh. Shakky supposes it’s only correct: a captain gets to see the big picture, whereas a first mate needs to see the wider one. It’s a truth she knows intimately.
"But I missed you, Rayleigh. The last time your crew docked here, Roger said you were sick.” Shakky looks at him over the rim of her glass — being the owner, she can drink whenever she wants. She lets the moment meander as she drinks, and it’s such an intimate thing, to only see someone’s eyes, the depths they allow that words won’t. She wants to slip off his glasses and tenderly swipe away any tiredness under his eyes. She can see it too, a vision so clear of herself, draped across his lap, showering him with the press of her lips everywhere she can reach.
But an empress — Amazon Lily may be long behind her, but a Kuja’s blood runs deep in her veins, a bond unbreakable — doesn’t prostrate herself before anyone. Shakky is content to take a mile when he offers an inch, but only if that inch continues to move forward. She breaks their held gaze as she finds the pack of cigarettes in her apron, placing one between her lips. It’s almost a thoughtful gesture.
“You left me all alone. Can you imagine the company I had to put up with?”
Rayleigh did his best to avoid falling head over heels for the woman, unlike the rest of his crewmates. He couldn't blame them for acting like fools around her - it was a struggle for him not to. Something that he was pretty sure she had picked up on. After all, his excuse of being sick the last time the crew was around was a desperate attempt on his end to avoid seeing her so that he wouldn't fall for the temptation of Shakuyaku.
Today though, Rayleigh's crewmates weren't so willing to let him stay on the ship. It seemed that they hated seeing her disappointed by his absence so much last time. So, here he was face-to-face with his crush. The woman who he would have pursued by now if he didn't already have other loyalties and responsibilities. It simply wouldn't be fair to her if he were to ask her out now. He couldn't devote enough time to her that she deserved from a partner, at least, in his opinion.
"Did you?" There was a tinge of curiosity in his voice. Perhaps it was because Rayleigh truly felt that she could have absolutely anyone that she wanted. It hadn't entirely occurred to him that he was the only one she wanted - even if a part of him truly craved to be able to hold her.
Before he could let the words I missed you too slip from his lips, he instead took a swig from his glass. While the words remained unspoken, he had the feeling that she could read that thought. The eye contact between the two feeling more intimate than anything that he could put into words.
A small laugh escaped from his lips at her question, as he watched her place the cigarette between her lips. The lips that he so badly wanted to feel. "I can." They were his crewmates after all. "It must have been awful. Did Shanks and Buggy try to drag you into one of their arguments?" He set his glass down and leaned forward slightly on the bar, lessening some of the space between them.