Does the above girl have a friend? Does she even feel? What drove her to the point of cutting her skin to shreds wile away at collage even after graduating with a 3.0 GPA. Why did she bleed on her term papers? Why did she take her self harm blood and write bible verses on the bathroom stalls? What sorrow, what inner tumoral?
She had one friend during the years 2006-2017. He lived in Manchester, UK. Hard area to be from, but this girl and chemist 'got' one another. Both had autism. They met in the oddest of places, the wrong planet forum in the year 2006.
Then they again met on Blue Light. Weird right?
Sadly, he passed away of unknown causes in 2019. She searched high and low on her side of the pond. His death was confirmand after speaking with the local authorities. the thing is, though he wore his snark, his spooky kid attire, the paganism, the genius of his chemical self taught skills among many. She wasn't scared nor deterred and wasn't afraid to call out his sugar honey iced tea. They were in a phrase "mutt and jeff."
Frustration...
Ache
Dead inside.
Scared, repelling others with her scars. Because she was "too pretty to have autism, depression, ADD, etc."
She resented herself, in many ways she still does.
Well said Kurt.