I know this might seem kind of out of the blue, but i’m really just not feeling it at the moment? I’m sorry if this is rambling and rubbish as i’m terrible at explaining how I feel (also I’m really sorry for complaining) but i don’t know, I’m just starting to not feel welcomed here and that my charries aren’t wanted? I just feel really awkward and unwelcomed. I love the group please don’t get me wrong on that, I adore this group and everyone in it. I think you are all really wonderful people, rpers and are extremely supportive of one another. But at the minute I’m just feeling like a bit of a fly on the wall??
I don’t know if it’s me or if it’s my charries people aren’t liking, but i just feel on the side lines big time recently so (you’ve noticed) i haven’t been on alot. I might end up dropping Mika and maybe Vivi (i really don’t want to with Vi), or just drop everyone and start from scratch with a new charrie all together, because i feel like nobody wants them around and that i’m not doing them justice because of it. Idk my mind’s in a really crappy place with this and i’m sorry for whinging and stuff i’ll shut up now sorry.. But if people don’t like my charries can you please tell me?? As I don’t wanna be rping charries i’m not doing justice, they deserve better.
