*long post* This is dedicated to ALL who have walked with me (and also us) in the year of 2017. . . . . This year had been such a roller coaster ride, in the fullest and quickest of speed. It was most eventful - we got #happilimmaried and went on a #honeymoonhappilim, i started a corporate job, he resigned, we moved out of my parents place, i checked in and out of a hospital 3 times, we said bye to friends who moved overseas, going to countless weddings and met some new baby faces (YAY!) i know i’ve whinged and whined a lot about how challenging it was, so this would be the last of it (i promise!). The beauty of it all though, was that - God has never forsaken me and somehow, I am surprised to always find that there is that one (or maybe a few more) people that come along the way and journey it through with me (or us). It may be in the form of whatsapp messages, phone calls, facetime, get well soon care package, actual catch ups and the closet prayers. i had to ask myself some really tough questions and train myself to be strong and courageous. And to be really honest, i don’t always get it right and i’m definitely not “THERE” yet. there had been countless nights that i cried myself to sleep on z’s shoulder and some nights were so hard that i wished i never wake up the next morning. I asked a lot of the BIG questions about our purpose and our future. i wish i have an answer but till now, i still don’t. and, i’ve learnt to tell myself that it’s ok. i actually picked out some photos in attempt to create the Best 9 photos of the year and instead i ended up with this one. It depicts how i’m feeling exactly - I’m not there yet but i’m telling myself to keep putting my foot one in front of the other. don’t give up. sow in faith. be courageous. there’s always hope and light in darkness. . . . . so, if you’ve read till this far, THANK YOU for journeying through with me. . . . i can’t say i’m ready for 2018 yet, but i am believing it to be the best year yet xx cest la vie!