IGNORE. THIS IS FOR MY KPOP BLOG. ACCIDENTALLY POSTED ON WRONG BLOG.
Happy Birthday! You're finally 19/20! I don't really know what to say here. I'm not talented in any way, so I can't make a beautiful edit for your birthday. I can't make a fanvid in appreciation to your existence. My vocabulary isn't that exceptional, so I can't put into big words how I feel about you. What I can do, though, is try to explain how much I love and appreciate you.
I know you'll never read this, and that's okay. It's not likely you would understand what I'm saying anyway, right?
I can't believe you're another year older. In a way, I'm a little saddened by the fact that you're growing up so fast. That's kind of weird for me to say, since I'm 2 years younger than you. Putting that aside, look how far along you've come! You used to be this cute little boy with a baby face and a shy personality. You've grown into a very talented, smart, handsome young man.
You probably have no idea how much you mean to me, and so many other people. I really look up to you as a role model. Honestly, I don't think I would be able to do what you do. I love dancing, as well, but I don't think I could go through with leaving my friends and family behind. I'm sure growing up these past few years must've been difficult. You were pretty young when you started out, so I doubt you really got to have a life during your teenage years. I'm sure you never really got to do what teenagers were supposed to do. You probably never got to go out with friends to the movies, snuck out of the house(which, I haven't done either. Of course, I live in the middle of nowhere, so I would have to walk for miles just to get anywhere interesting), go to a school dance, etc. You're such a busy person, and I'm proud of you for pushing through that.
I know that this whole post is pretty crappy because I'm not all that great with putting my feelings into words, but I hope you're getting the gist of it.
In a way, I think I may be in love with you. That sounds crazy, so let me explain. I know that I'm not in love with YOU, because I don't know you, and will probably never have the privilege to. However, I guess you could say that I'm in love with the thought of you(LOL JUSTIN BIEBER). I love how cute and shy you get. I love how you're always smiling and you're not the type of person to get angry easily. I love your sense of humor and how sometimes you can be conceited. I love how when you're onstage, you drop the child act and become very serious about what you're doing. You're very professional about your career, yet you can be immature and still have fun. I love that about you.
Even though I've only been listening to Kpop for around 7 months(and SHINee for about 5-6), I've seen how far along you've come and how much you've grown. I'm proud of you and hope to see more from you in the future.
I'm also aware of the fact that it's already the 19th in Korea, so this post is pointless. I just wanted to tell you how much you mean to me. Thank you for being the first thing I think about when I wake up, and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep. Thank you for putting a smile on my face everyday.
