#hardtimez

[hardtimesofdjhill]

2017 I'll focus on being healthy but more importantly balance. I've been struggling to balance work, friends, relationships, family, health, and forming a better relationship with God. I know I want it all and I'm sure I don't have to sacrifice any of it.

[hardtimesofdjhill]

My mom keeps trying to convince me to call my dad and I want to for her but I'm so tired of people disappointing me. At a certain point you allow people to do things to you and you have to stand up for yourself. I know the whole "life's short" speech but I forgave him and I did the best I could. It's up to him but until he decides to man up, I'm good.

[hardtimesofdjhill]

Slowly realizing how people at work talk past me and kind of see through me. I’m not sure if its something that I’m doing, or if its cause I’m the youngest person in the office and only 1 of 3 black people at an agency of 120+. 

Not sure how to react to this. Do I fall back? Do I be more aggressive? Do I say fuck it and include myself or just find somewhere else to go?

[hardtimesofdjhill]

Tell me what I'm doing wrong cause I'm lost af right now

[hardtimesofdjhill]

3,000 miles never felt this far

[hardtimesofdjhill]

You can go as far as infinite to make sure someone is happy but it's tiring to constantly hear negative feedback from your efforts. You don't have to like it. Just be grateful for it.

[hardtimesofdjhill]

Yo, I need attention. Ladies, the same attention you need. Fellas need it too. We might not act like it but we do. We can't tell you that we do because we'll get told to stop being in our feelings and acting "vagina-ish". It works both ways

[hardtimesofdjhill]

Can't wait till she gets here...