hello hi
more rambling but less about oc stuff, just general creative uh rant? but I think I struggle with producing dark/angsty content as much as i'd like to
and outlast is one of my favourite games and I appreciate the horror and tragedy. I see so many people in the fandom explore that same stuff with their ocs and sonas or even the canon characters and I love it sooo much, it makes me want to do the same
but its intimidating for me to explore because I feel ridiculous doing it? that or I worry about handling it poorly
its either I feel like people will see it and think im weird or even worse, I'll hurt someone by writing something wrong. I've experienced some fucked up things in my life, I feel like thats fair to say and I am trying to project that in my writing and my sona but it usually never leaves my daydreams because im really embarrassed about sharing that stuff
outlast feels like the perfect outlet for it because 1. its a comfort game and 2. its got a lotta horror that I can relate with or use to cope in some form
even with my ocs I worry about going too far, but I do feel a little closer to being more open with them
anyways thats my rant for the night FDSGFHH