#harry queer

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Harry’s reaction to this mini fan project is making my heart soar, look at how happy he looks :,,,,,>

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🌚💞🍓🍒🍂🎸🥀🌝

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The fact that when Harry helped a fan come out a few days ago, in this massive celebratory way, it got no media coverage at all but the moment he revealed that the meaning of watermelon sugar could possible be about female orgasms, that was the headlines everywhere for days on end. If that doesn’t tell you something, I don’t know what does.

It’s very clear to me that the tactics they use and overuse have been used in the traditional ways of glass closeting that the industry has been doing for many years. Everything minuscule that harry does which promotes his “Het womaniser fuck boy” image gets headlines and media coverage everywhere, but anything remotely queer he does, gets ignored and brushed aside. The few times it does get coverage it is brushed aside as “ally behaviour”. I’m sorry if you do not see the issue at this point, you’re very intentionally turning a blind eye to everything corrupt that the music industry has been encouraging and doing.

I can’t imagine how frustrating it must be for him to constantly put out all these signals screaming that he is not JUST an ally and for people, for his own fans to blatantly brush aside and focus on every wrong thing that further encourages his image as a sex symbol which he has stated multiple times, makes him uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that he ignores it and chooses not to think about it at all because that’s how actually disturbing it gets.

It just bothers me about how fickle the media is and how absolutely disgraceful his team is that they continue to push this horrible image of his and do nothing to actually help and promote him in the good ways. In fact they encourage this sort of horrifying behaviour, and give fire to it at every shot they have to further add to it.

People need to start acknowledging the way queer artists are being abused, and please do not come to me with the “it’s 2021, no one cares” argument because people do care, people do care and are homophobic and transphobic and get hate crimed for it. Queer people - people in the lgbtq+ community are still not safe and it needs to be acknowledged, in the least it needs to be acknowledged that it does happen. Don’t be fucking ignorant and say it doesn’t.

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Everything’s changed outside, I feel the same inside :,)

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My boy is so in love god, can’t imagine the reciprocated’s responses to these.

My heart is so full, god help me, I am feeling so much I don’t even know what to say. Harry’s love is so selfless and it shows in every song, every word that he has ever written. The way he longs for the love to be given back to him and yet he constantly focuses on showing the love he feels more. If that isn’t love in its purest forms, I don’t know what is. You don’t write the type of things that Harry does unless you’ve met your person, unless you’ve been love in this person all your life. How is everyone so blind to this? He doesn’t just love his boy. He is still IN love with him. The way he admires Louis, the way he tries to encompass his feelings with the melodies, the words, the little things like his harmonies and his vocal techniques, adlibs, JUST EVERYTHING. He is so in love it’s making MY heart ache, could you imagine his heart?! HELL, could you imagine his boys’ heart?! He cherishes Louis the way louis deserves to the point where he hates to admit it but he still admits when he has hurt louis, and he loathes himself so much for it that he puts it out for the world to see because he feels that much agony for ever hurting his person that it destroys him to the point where he is so broken, so wrecked because he feels the pain that he caused for his only person tenfolds than his person does and it stumps him so badly because he is the one that caused it even though all he ever wants to do is love them, it’s not a fleeting love, it’s the type of love where he would be content if they didn’t love him back and he could just admire them from afar. It’s the type of love where he feels everything they feel more than they do. It’s the type of love where their souls have intertwined and their hearts have folded into one another so perfectly that you feel completely at home with them. The type of love where it feels like the comfort of home with them. The type of love that even when they’re not with you, they’re there because you can feel them within you. It’s love in its purest forms. It’s the little words he uses and the way he sings them to show Louis how loved he was, is and will always be. Could you imagine Louis’ reaction when he hears these songs? I am wretched apart and they aren’t even for me, they aren’t even about me and yet I feel so loved, I feel every drop of love that he has put into these for his boy. We all know how he is so precise with what instruments he uses and what melody and how he wants it to sound so it’s perfect, but do you understand his perspective of it? It’s to perfectly show how his love for Louis feels for him, whether it’s the agony he feels when he hurts him or the pure pure feelings of love and admiration he feels. And you hear it, you feel it, it consumes you the way his love consumes him. I don’t think I can truly ever properly explain this in words or anything, or even he can but Harry is so painfully, so selflessly, so purely in love with just one person, Louis. He is so in love and in disbelief that his love is reciprocated because he holds Louis so high in regards that he truly cannot believe that he has earned and deserves it back. It hurts, they’re so in love. It’s so rare to see this type of love today. I’m literally crying my eyes out whilst typing this so I’ll stop now but i could go on about this so if anyone wants to talk about it, just send me an ask or dm. I am so in love with their love.

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📸: louist91

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There is so much to unpack here.

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Things that are constantly on my mind :O