Jul 7
There is a certain pain that only comes with wanting someone you can't have. It's a pain I know very well, but that doesn't make it hurt less.
I wish I didn't feel this way. That way, I wouldn't have to feel bad about hurting her.
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There is a certain pain that only comes with wanting someone you can't have. It's a pain I know very well, but that doesn't make it hurt less.
I wish I didn't feel this way. That way, I wouldn't have to feel bad about hurting her.
There is a specific cruelty in my whole existence. I am not allowed to just be. I will always have to hide the most important parts of myself, because I could be killed if I don't.
why do i always reach for things i can't have?
Why do you only ever seem to serve yourself? Don't you hate power imbalances?
I want to risk it for her, but I know I'd regret it. She likes me, I don't want to cause her that pain. I don't want her to have to live with what she'd have to do to me.
(06/03/19) Masuda Toshiki visiting Animate, Tower Records and Tsutaya
(06/03/2019) Masuda Toshiki visiting Animate, Tower Records & Tsutaya to check out his corner for his debut single "This one" which released yesterday and giving his sign on shikishi board.
Please support his debut!!
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(2017/12/01) Seibu Railway Station presents “Hiroaki Hirata and Masuda Toshiki Koe Sanpo” Episode 6
(2017/12/01) Seibu Railway Station presents “Hiroaki Hirata and Masuda Toshiki Koe Sanpo” Episode 5