Just once, I am the only protagonist in this world

[kharu510]

Hello.

For my safety, I will not be giving a lot of personal information. You may call me Haru, if you have to call me something. I'm a vampire. I'm 16.

My friend recommended I create some kind of digital journal for myself, since paper is easy to destroy, so I signed up to this website.

Hi!!!! I'm bug, this is an rp blog for my pjsk vampire AU.

PLEASE take any questions about this AU to my main - @can-i-explode-now

Otherwise, Haruka might answer any questions you have for her, but she's gonna be blunt about it. She has no time for this and she doesn't want to. The only reason she's here is because Minori recommended it and she'll do whatever Minori says.

[kharu510]

There is a certain pain that only comes with wanting someone you can't have. It's a pain I know very well, but that doesn't make it hurt less.

I wish I didn't feel this way. That way, I wouldn't have to feel bad about hurting her.

[mysharona1987]

[kharu510]

There is a specific cruelty in my whole existence. I am not allowed to just be. I will always have to hide the most important parts of myself, because I could be killed if I don't.

[kharu510]

why do i always reach for things i can't have?

[kharu510]

Why do you only ever seem to serve yourself? Don't you hate power imbalances?

[kharu510]

I want to risk it for her, but I know I'd regret it. She likes me, I don't want to cause her that pain. I don't want her to have to live with what she'd have to do to me.