#hate me later

[lixiesstories]

saying this here because i feel like you'll understand.. but is it just me or is felix so damn annoying? like the group would be better off without him, since he doesn't bring much except a deep voice, which chan can do to. he's the worst in dancer racha and cant rap very well.. i think you'll agree with me though since you dont really seem to like him, and i honestly think thats why he doesn’t sing as much because the others know he’s less talented.

I first thought about deleting this message because people like you don't deserve attention, but I need to defend our little ball of sunshine.

I DO NOT agree with you because: Felix is an awesome person who lightens every skz video. He is damn talented in dancing, singin, rapping, modelling and literally everything. He is empathetic, kind and always there for his friends and STAYs. And he belongs into the group like every other member. And if you would've read my posts completely, you would've noticed that I like him like all the other members, I just can't write fics about him that well because we share a name and it feels like I write about me, which I don't like. But Felix is perfect the way he is and is just as talented as the others!! End of the discussion.

Lesson we learned: DO NOT hate on others. Those STAYs like this one are toxic and don't belong into the fandom! This isn't just an opinion, this is discrimination against someone! We STAYs DO NOT support that kind of behavior, especially not if someone insults one of the members and especially if it's about Felix.

[farfarawaygirl]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chenford Week Day 4.

[deathtokillian]

@imabanana8686 And I are two lonely gays !! Just like spongebob.

[lixiesstories]

Trust us Han - Anxiety series part 5

Trigger warnings: self isolating, talking behind back

scared/hurt one: Han

comforter: Stray Kids

The members would never talk about Han behind his back... right?

Han had always been a bit suspicious about people. He always thought that others would talk about him behind their backs, but when he came to Stray Kids that fear nearly vanished. Nearly.

The first time Han noticed that something was weird when they all sat at their dinner table, eating dinner (shocking I know). han didn't really remember what he said, but when he finished talking, Minho and Jeongin exchanged weird looks and started to laugh. Hey, maybe they didn't mean you, or I used a word that is an insider only those two understand he said to himself, but that was the first time he didn't trust the members properly anymore.

Since that little incident Han felt like that happened more often. When he tripped it felt like the others would laugh at him. In one dance practice for example he slipped away, but luckily catched himself before landing on the ground. Everyone looked at him (that was quite normal), but it looked like Chan and Changbin really had to pull theirselves together so they didn't laugh. Another day he bumped into the table in the kitchen and a fork fell down. Felix stood in the door and started to laugh. Behind him was Seungmin who had a smirk on his face. It seemed like nothing was like before. The members were laughing at Han no matter what he did.

The worst thing happened on a Friday afternoon. Most of the other members were in the dorm Han avoided the others as good as possible. Maybe he just made up those things but for both situations a little time-out would be helpful. But when he came downstairs from his and Minho's room, he heard laughter. That wasn't uncommon un the Stray Kids dorm but when Han came closer, his blood felt like it froze in his veins. "He is so clumsy, I can't" "Yeah, how did he even get this dance?!" "Maybe we'll never know". Han didn't listen till the end and just walked out of the door, outside into Seoul. When the door closed with a little bang, the others looked up from a video. "Is Chan-hyung home?" Felix asked. "No, doesn't look like it" "But who went out to this time?" Minho looked around "Wait. Where is our little quokka?"...

Han ran. He didn't know where he wanted to go. Just away. Away from those people he thought were his friends. Tears started tos stream down his face, but he ignored it. Just walk. Walk, walk walk, wal- he bumped into someone and stopped. "Han? What are you doing here at this ungodly hour?" he knew this voice. It was burned into his brain just like 6 other voices he loved. But did the people with those voices loved him too? "Han? Hello? Why are you crying?" He looked up in the face of his leader. It was wet from rain, which had started. Until now, Han hadn't noticed it. "Come on. We should go back and could you please tell me-" "NO!" Chan flincheed at his sharp tone and even Han himself was shocked. But he was also angry. "I don't wanna go back. You and the others hate me, I know it! You all laugh as soon as I do something wrong! You all laugh about me behind my back! Idon't want to go home! I-" "What the hell Han?! Why do you think we do that? Why should we do that?" Now Chan looked shocked and... hurt? It wasn't that obvious but his eyes spoke for themselves. "I... I don't know. It always looks like you all laugh at me. Since I talked about something and Minho and Jeongin laughed. Since then you all seem... different." His hyung looked at him with an unreadable face. "I didn't notice a difference, but in the end I only know that I never laughed at you" Suddenly another person appeared behind Han. "There you both are, we were worried sick! It's raining like I don't know and... Han why are you crying" Jeongin looked from Han to Chan and back. "We'll explain. In the dorm. Come on, I don't want you both to get ill" and with that Chan walked in the direction of their dorm.

As soon as they were back and had dry clothes on, all the members came together in the living room. "So, what is the matter?" Seungmin asked. Their leader looked at Han who cleared his throat before he started to speak. "So... I don't know how to explain that... but... I feel like... you all talk and laugh about me behind my back and... that just... I don't know..." he trailed off, not daring to look in the faces of his members. It was quite for a moment until Hyunjin spoke "why.. may I ask why you think that? Because... well I can't remember I laughed at you. But if I did I'm sorry" the others nodded and han answered "well around 3 weeks ago I guess, I talked about something at dinner. While I talked, Minho and Jeongin whispered and started to laugh and since then you all seem to be donig that." Minho and Jeongin exchanged guilty looks. "I know that doesn't make it better but it wasn't about you, Hannie-ah. It eas abut a video we watched right before" jeongin tried to explain. "We didn't want to make you uncomfortable, sorry" Han nodded, clearly more relaxed. But then he looked at Changbin and Chan "and why did you laugh in the dance practice when I tripped?" "We made a bet that I would trip at least once. I tripped at the same step as you and Chan laughed at me, not at you. It had to seem like that because we tripped at the exact timing" Changbin told him. Han nodded again. There were more situations like that, but he could imagine most of it in a healthier view now. "And one last question: why did you all laughed this evening? I came downstairs and it sounded like you laughed about me..." "No, it was actually a video about JYP doing the dance of 'Chk Chk Boom' with us, you remember?" Everyone had to smile at that memory, even Han. "So you all wouldn't laugh at me behind my back?" Nevere ever Hannie-ah! We love you so much and talking or laughing behind a friends back isn't very noice!" Felix said pretty honest and the others nodded along. Chan was the first who broke the silence again "So now for a clear view for everyone: we would never ever laugh or talk behind a members back. If there is something that bothers us we say it straight out but kind" and with that he walked over to his first Stray Kid and hugged Han, The others quickly joined and soon they all were asleep on the couch.

END

YAY, I finally made this part. It needed pretty long, I'm sorry. I don't know if I can do the next part tomorrow, because I'm with my fam the whole day, but I'll try. Love y'all <3

[lixiesstories]

You were made lovable and strayed away from it. Trans people, I can never understand it. You write decently but when I learned about your true self… I feel sorry for your parents. You seem popular too, see what pity does? I hope you’ll find the right path again instead of lying to yourself anymore. Pathetic.

TW: TRANSPHOBE COMMENT! please look for yourself and if that is too much don't read this comment!! Stay safe and be proud of yourself!

👏👏👏👏 congratulations, you just found out my secret that no one likes me :D: Little joke, I don't care what you think about me to be honest. I'm just kinda scared that you will make other trans* people more insecure than they already are. This blog is for sickfics of course, but it's also supposed to be a safe-space for people who aren't safe in their home. So please leave it by that, I could just delete this message again, but I wanted everyone to know. And if I'm pathetic, okay that happens. But in the end you liked my written storys too :). So please leave and have a nice day without worrying about someone being pathetic or not.

[lixiesstories]

You text with @eternal-stay? With how long she takes to do anything at all I wouldn’t be surprised if she took days to answer you. I bet she doesn’t have that much to do, she just doesn’t care. Text me instead, I’ll leave my name.

That is not very nice! @eternal-stay is a wonderful and kind person and textes back nearly immediatly. Only because she needs long to write fanfiction doesn't mean she doesn't care. In the end she has a life and just because I'm fast in writing doesn't mean everyone has to. I already told her that I can turn into the devil if someone insults or hurts my friends, so I wouldn't recommend that. Before I text you I would like you to overthink your attitude about writing, quality, quanity an being friendly. In the end it's really hard to write sickfics and there are people out there who need longer than her. So leaver her alone.

If this wasn't supposed to be a hate comment or something like that, I'm sorry and I would ask you to write your statement again, but in other words.

[chans-worah]

dude, who the fuck are you?

your stories are actually so so so fucking ass

you think youre cute with the stupid sickfic tummy troubles and lots of cuddle? seriously? tummy troubles? tummy? ew. you're disgusting.

your other stories are equally ass. so stupid.

youre bi and androgynous too? you're so pathetic. who dates a freak who likes both genders? or a freak who flip flops through genders just because they want to or who cant just stay as their birth gender?

im surprised you even have a boyfriend. but of course the freak your dating is some stupid transgender bitch. I feel sorry for them too because you must be horrible to them.

you disgust me.

and seriously you're bias is han? that stupid looking mother fucker who has a fat stomach and disgusting cheeks? you're absolutely dumb.

you shouldn't even be part of the actual STAY community.

urs truly

anon <3

ok. hi.

omg, thank you for pointing out the obvious! its like nobody asked for your opinionnnn. if I want to upload shit then I'ma do it, I ain't asking you if you like or not, like brah

i love how you didn't send it with your user, you sent it as an anon, which is lwky pathetic, cuz like naur, if you say shit then own up to it

omg, you love my fic??? thank youuuuu, I love that you love ITTTT, the title is saur cute too right? unlike you and your message. tummy troubles and lots of cuddles was the perfect title for a tummy ache chanmin sickfic, and yes, seriously, tummy. it was a need.

yayaya, I'm bi/pan and androgynous, on a real note, there ain't nothing wrong with that. if you don't support the LGBTQ+ community, keep it to yourself. idrc if you out me through a message, let me be me, but yes, it wrong to do that, don't ya think it took me some courage to put that in my abt me? this is one of the reasons I almost didn't, but I'm glad I did. I'm happy as I am sexually and as well as whom I may like. go ahead and call me a flip flop freak. do it. I dare you to. go ahead. see if I give a shit.

OK, NOW WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. NAH, CUZ YOU CAN TALK SHIT ABOUT ALL YOU FUCKING WANT, BUT HONEY BOO BOO BEAR, YOU AINT GON TALK SHIT ABOUT MY BEAUTIFUL BOYFRIEND. ngl I love Jaiden with every bit of my heart, and i'll be on his side forever, and tbh he treats me wonderfully and I know that if I ever treated him wrong *which wont happen* he'd tell me. and so what if he's trans? doesn't mean i'd love him any less if he weren't.

honey, dear, you disgust me too.

OK, FUCK NO, FIRST JAIDEN NOW HAN? MY BIAS? AW FUCK YOU. NAUR. MY HANNIE DOESN'T HAVE A FAT BELLY NOR DISGUSTING CHEEKS, QUITE FRANKLY ITS THE OPPOSITE, HE HAS A TONED STOMACH AND ADORABLE CHUBBY CHEEKS.

dude, I shouldn't be part of the STAY community? then what about you? nah, cuz wait till chan sees ts. but still, at least I ain't calling ppl out for being who they are. for all I know and care you shouldn't be near stray kids nor should you listen to them, bitch ass mother fucker.

oki thank youuuu <333

@acyybabyyy @eternal-stay @jaidenisadinosaur @lixiesstorys

[5ftgarden]

oh the cat’s on the table

and the sliver spoon. Little boy blue and the man in the moon.

@ombrehavre