#hate. hate. hate

[the-ebil-eye]

OH MY GOD> OH MY GOD. I ACTIVATED THE AUTHOR PORTRAIT FOR THIS BLOG AND

i hate ths so much because it’s like i

[lovesurgical]

out of the 7 main cast in sdc eng dub, 5 of them are also in danganronpa.

[crippling-disgust]

speaking of women in music, there's this radio i listen to through the evenings and nights, relax.fm: it plays all sorts of cozy-calm things, your lounge, your melancholic indie, your ambient, your trip hop, your (neo)classic, every song by sting you may think of. there are some calm cases of pop too, from billie eilish to peter gabriel; phil collins is there too, i guess. four (4) versions of true colors. one of them is even bearable! but if i hear true colors again i will scream and maim and kill dj with hammers (i will hear it again. i won't scream and maim). the only thing that stops that one version from making me howl is the power-hopeful mood of the country girl singing it with full-on belting in the choruses that makes you think "wow, those first 2:30 minutes of corny fidgeting on the cob were a worthwhile build up for This to hit". there's even some edge to this version. can you imagine? true colors with an edge?

i am not here to praise eva cassidy though. THIS IS A HATEPOST. ABOUT НАТАЛЬЯ ЧАЙКОВСКАЯ. natalya chaikovskaya is a piano composer who works with lighthearted jazz i don't know a proper name for because i don't know shit about jazz. i know that jazz can be better than what chaikovskaya does. she clearly takes influence from some soviet pop, waters down the complexity you would associate with Any jazz to the point of it sounding like - yeah - soviet pop, tears the cork off the champagne bottle, invites your old hollywood brass section (but keep it simple, boys! you don't want your trombones to have character!), the horses of the beat run fast, the atmosphere is Always cheerful, if not celebratory, AND IT'S SO BASE. IT'S SO FUCKING STALE AND BORING. IT'S FAST AND ITCHY AND FOR WHAT? YOU REACH FOR THE IDENTITY OF THE SONG TO GRAB ONTO. THERE'S NOTHING, ONLY A CHORE FOR THE EARS. PERCEIVE, PERCIEVE AND DREDGE. it makes me want to make up derogatory buzzwords ending with slop. ironically, this void where the Substance of the Music should be (she covered it up with monotone piano masturbation imitating the engaging complexity of the genre), the glaring flaws of her composing method comprise a perfectly recognizable style. i flinch every time her tracks start, i think, no, it can't be, i must be needlessly grumpy about cheerful music. i shazam this shit. 5/5¹ individual songs identified correctly. chaikovskaya is a pro.

¹i re-checked some of the songs as they would reappear on air throughout the last four² months because my conscious mind erases it from memory. only the slowly building subconscious grudge remains.

²yep, it's been that long. i swear i've mulled over these feelings for a hot minute

Why? who and Why would add this to the playlist right between enya and kate bush? you could add more ella fitzerald if you wanted more jazz, you could add more agnes obel if you wanted more piano, and i will never believe that NATALYA CHAIKOVSKAYA is the last composer lady in russia. there must be some left who aren't denounced as foreign agents. such a powerful shot in my foot. GIVE ME MORE ELIZABETH FRASER YOU COWARDS. IF YOU CAN AFFORD PUTTING ON THE SLOWEST MORBID BITS OF MATT DAMON AND BECK YOU CAN PUT ON COCTEAU TWINS. or at least black milk??? i don't know. relax.fm dj when i grab your neck at night you'll know true remorse. i know her appearance on air is a matter of connections, that's how our businesses work, but fucking shit. if you paid деревянные киты 20k₽ to jam for three minutes you would get a better result than this. her place could be taken up by someone i would have enjoyed!

[mouseshallot]

New Year, New Program, New Style.

Got a laptop for Christmas and tried drawing in Krita. Fine so far but it's a pain to draw with a mouse.

[carolinanadeau]

I honestly have no words for how fucked everything is

[biomecharnotaurus]

I POSTED HOURS AGO AND I JUST NOTICED RIGHT NOW IT'S NOT UP ANYMORE MY FUCKING WI-FI ATE THE POST I'M AT MY LIMITTTTTTTTTTT

[leskenobian]

a guy I know recently ran 10km in 28:53 I hate men