omg okay. OUT OF CURIOUSITY. what WOULD have been your fic i wanna know!! 👀👀👀
aaaah!!!! ok this song is one of my absolute favorites of allll time and if im not crying abt pete wentz im crying about dean. i have a fully formed image in my head which i'll explain to the best of my ability...
to me it is Quintessential stanford era dean or a little younger... a character study because that's my favorite thing to write. Vignettes of dean monster hunting with john and feeling monstrous himself, missing mary and wondering what she would think of him as an adult, knowing that he is queer and struggling with his place in the world, feeling so lonely and alienated since sam left.... i think a lot about the concept of dean experiencing a ring of keys moment.
i've explained absolutely no plot but that is genuinely how i write 😭 nothing big happens, people just live and think and feel 😭 i think the biggest thing that would happen is that he passes through a city in between hunts and finds himself at a gay bar. but he freaks and doesn't do anything and leaves immediately. i love it when dean has problems and i have no original ideas 🥰👍
