my fics
this post has gotten out of hand, so i'm putting most of it under a cut. also, since this is my pinned, i'll link some other stuff:
[my fic rec post] [my amv rec post] [my amv tag]
alright. my spn fics. listed in increasing order of wordcount.
one more thing you can do for me, .5k: Live Free or Twihard. Cas is there. Perhaps in an unexpected role.
cas steals lisa's memories of dean in live free or twihard.
new tricks, .5k: Cas learns something from Meg.
deancasmeg puppy play <3.
from his rib, .5k: The making of a demon.
meg in hell.
enjoying it, .5k: A little piece of an AU I've discussed on Tumblr (linked in the note). Linda has recently sold her soul. Meg has recently gotten hers back. They chat about it.
meg/linda tran. sure you could say that i'm mashing dolls together but you could also say that in my mind season nine is a beautiful land where the main characters of the show are cas, linda, meg, and kevin and making meg and linda kiss is just clearly the next step.
a family vignette, .5k: A couple of scenes from the bunker, starring the last men on earth.
man it must have been pretty bad in the bunker during 15x19 huh. like pretty awful. and miserable.
fly fishing, .5k: Sam hunts a case, with his passenger(s).
sam and soulless sam hunt a case together, hallucifer style. possible there's a third guy.
buckle up!, .5k: Sequel to anandroidinatutu's "Shiny and New." Dean gets stressed, then gets a new toy.
dean + cas + latex, oh my.
latch, .5k: A miracle happens. Dean feeds Cas.
hello destiel breastfeeding community.
the good boy, the bad girl, and me, .5k: Dean watches things go down.
deancasmeg, up to their usual tricks.
the last night on earth speech, .5k: Jo has a different comeback.
deancasjo in abandon all hope.
un-wandering eye, .5k: Cas is invisible. Cas touches. Seven connected drabbles on the topic of watching, domesticity, and alienation in season six.
femstiel impregnates deanna.
voyeur, 1k: Dean watches his other self talk to Cas.
i feel like endverse fic is a right of passage, isn't it? this is one of only two three four i guess now five fics on this list which makes no mention of godstiel.
the mind plays tricks, 1k: Dean thinks about some stuff, during Caged Heat. Cas thinks with him. “She’s smart, I’ll give her that. I was gonna kill her, too.”
deancas, or perhaps deancasmeg. dean and cas fantasize together about what cas might do to "meg" during caged heat.
the panty shakedown, 1k: One of Dean's pairs is missing. He goes looking.
what it says on the tin. no points for guessing who stole them.
to act with intention, 1k: The family Winchester on the road back to the Bunker after Cas kills Billie, and more importantly, after Mary makes certain revelations about Cas' state. A rather unpleasant car ride for all concerned.
#mpregpocalypse, etc.
stability, 1k: Sam has noticed that Cas' feelings toward Dean may be more than purely platonic. He is concerned about the stability of his family.
a short little fic where i make the dynamics among tfw worse.
getting serious, 1k: A small vignette of family life in the bunker, and the difficulties therein. Dean pays no attention to Sam's escape attempt.
established destiel. sam and dean have a horrible little conversation.
handiwork, 1k: A Swan Song scene. A healing. Cas, are you God?
femslash destiel at the end of season five. cas takes a peek in deanna's guts.
no longer your brother, 1k: Michael and Lucifer pose a threat to His reign, though a small one. God pays them a visit.
OLD-ass godstiel fic from when i was like. sixteen. my interests have not changed at all.
cold storage, 1k: Crowley discovers something fascinating about Cas.
a little bit of lighthearted crowstiel fuckbuddies.
no sense crying over sour milk, 1k: The prayer scene from 6x06. With a few changes.
femstiel gives deanna an abortion.
yeah, well, i don't want to, 1k: He didn't do it on purpose.
a little brothers-centric deanfic for the pilot. dean is very normal.
the follower, 1k: The world is being restructured. Dean can't stop it. He has a long conversation with someone instead.
an unpleasant and uncomfortable conversation between dean and godstiel. dean tries to make it sexual in order to make cas uncomfortable. it does not make cas uncomfortable.
squeeze, 1k: Soft, sweet Destiel sex. They're still getting used to each other. That's it.
destiel fluff. dean is so lovely when he's neurotic.
just gimme daddy's blunt instrument, 1k: Dean points a gun at Cas.
godstiel gunfellatio fic. they don't fuck in this but they do.
dog pit., 1k: Meg. And bodies. And guts.
meg fetishism.
points, 1k: Ruby makes her King.
samruby for secret krampus. ruby fucks the boy king into being.
damage control for a walking corpse, 1k: Meg escapes Crowley's dungeon, at least for a little while. She prays.
meg character study featuring faith, lucifer, masochism, and megstiel.
debug., 1k: Dean gets his crew to steal him an angel.
written for @au-roulette, an experimental cyberpunk au fic.
hunger, 1k: Endverse Cas talks about what it was like to have Dean inside him.
november fifth fic 2022. despite being technically an endverse fic, focuses on cas saving dean from hell.
eros and thanatos, 1k: Cas enjoys himself immensely, and then he doesn't. Dean can't find out.
my entry for @deancas-stabfest! casturbation feat. cas triggering himself and throwing up after.
batteries not included, 1k: Dean remembers the thing that brought him back from Hell.
a short horror story based on this art, somehow.
un-debrided, 2k: Canon divergent after Despair. A rewrite of 15x19, after a fashion. Blood on the jacket wasn't the only handprint Cas left Dean to remember him by.
my november fifth fic for 2025. grief rots dean in his own skin.
record skipping over your name, 2k: Dean collapses at a grocery store. Only Sam seems to notice.
my piece for the spn remix gift exchange. old wrongs come back to haunt dean.
soft and squishy, 2k: Dean shoots Cas. He processes that.
extra extra come get your hell trauma! come get your fluffy gore porn! written for @destielvalentinesexchange
the beautiful people, 2k: Dean and what it's like to be wanted.
dean has a pretty bad relationship with sex and sexuality doesn't he.
tight skin, 2k: Raphael grieves each of the sisters she has killed. Grief is possibly the wrong word for what Raphael feels for Castiel, since she is now back. And something is wrong.
casraphael, girlstyle. what if all the angels were women. what would that mean? well let's see.
dean winchester really needs to make some gay friends, 2k: There was no way the answer to this question wasn’t funny as hell.
post canon fluff and humor, written and posted during the week of madness between 15x18 and 15x19. an exploration of a dean who is queer, but doesn't really understand how to be queer yet.
end in blood, 2k: Dean stays in Hell. Sam takes his revenge.
brothersfic for idproquo. a bad ending for season four.
there is want., 2k: There is God. And there is a body. And there is want.
*sigh* more godstiel fic. this time with horrific and gratuitous gore. godstiel eats some copies of dean, to see if that will satisfy him. this one, the follower, and just gimme daddy's blunt instrument are a kind of triptych. they don't exist in the same continuity but they all follow the same themes: sex-without-sex between dean and godstiel, mixed with character and relationship exploration.
there's my bloodhound, 2k: Eve is gone. Lenore has found a new Mother to rule her.
meg/lenore fic because i became insane for a month. for @kerryweaverlesbian's spn dyke sex week.
it's all in me, 2k: Dean brings Meg back to his hotel room. His bodyguard interrupts.
deancasmeg au threesome. with voyeurism, power dynamics, and a deeply closeted dean. you know how it is.
strings, 3k: Pleasurable business and businesslike pleasure.
crowley/reader for secret santa. an exploration of what exactly it's like to be a crossroads demon, and the power dynamics therein. those movies where hot secretaries fuck their bosses, deconstructed to the point of rebirth.
a brief primer on human reproductive biology, 3k: A little life history of Jody Mills, sex, and ruts. Takes place immediately after "Hibbing 911"
donnajody omegaverse, for the spn rarepairs gift exchange.
wink, 3k: Cassie deals with grieving her father, and has a little lesbian interlude.
my first piece for @spntoxicfemslashevent this year. hey have you guys heard about meg 1.0? have you heard about meg 1.0? what about cassie have you heard about cassie? have you heard about megcassie?
smorgasbord, 3k: An incident under the influence of Famine.
my bloody valentine fic (evil) (horny) (evil).
goldfish, 4k: Lisa Braeden opens the door for some strangers.
a study on cas in the aftermath of a slightly divergent moriah where jack did not die, through the lens of lisa braeden and her memory.
gyre, 4k: Sam and Dean investigate a hunting cabin in the Upper Peninsula.
casefic for spn summergen, set in season 2.
three card stud, 4k: A collection of script excerpts for a version of Season Six that goes a bit differently. Cas and Dean conspire. Lisa is oblivious, and they keep her that way. Dr. Freud always said nightmares were based on wishes, too.
finally! some deancaslisa infidelity. mindwipenatural (worse). live free or twi-hard (better). an experimental amv for a version of season six that doesn't exist.
i fold in half so easily, 5k: A study in learned helplessness, set in the Men of Letters Bunker. Cas clings hard to what he has, and doesn't think about what he doesn't.
this is my 15x18 anti-fix-it. my 15x18 make-it-worse. my magnum opus of the winchester family horror in late seasons, or at least cas' experience of it. established relationship destiel (derogatory). it's my favorite piece i've published in spn fandom, and maybe in any fandom. i put a lot into it and i hope you get a lot out of it.
miasma, 5k: Alex doesn't suppress her heats. This makes them Claire's problem.
claire/alex vs. the omegaverse. an examination of what it means to be a female alpha and the way that alienates claire from other women.
circle, broken, 5k: A series of conversations and resolutions. Cas haunts the fringes of a new Heaven.
my piece for @spnangelbang! 5k of quiet cas angst and angel feelings, with a little bonus trueform stuff.
surveil and punish, 5k: Cas is God. Dean copes.
dean fucks godstiel. and some other stuff. written for the @spnangelbang.
not him/not her/not me, 5k: Memory repeats itself: first as trauma, second as kink. Isn't that what Karl Marx said? Two pinned butterflies explore it together.
megstiel piece for @spnangelsanddemons-rb. what if you got brainwashed, huh? what if you were always getting brainwashed? what if your whole life was about getting brainwashed? brainwashed and remade?
he's gonna take my files, 6k: Dean goes to the Empty, where Cas is floating through his memories.
dean in the dean torture chamber. featuring guilt spirals, a deancaslisa threesome (arguably), stabbing, relitigation of the canon, and a cameo from the yellow-eyed demon.
so much smoke in a hall of mirrors, 6k: Humans kiss each other. Angels kill each other. Castiel distracts himself from the war he's losing.
doing angel politics, unconsensually watching dean rake leaves (and other things), working on his frustrations on the physical bodies available to him. it's season six and cas is having a terrible time. formerly known as the dean sex doll fic.
every relationship has its stuff, 10k: "Jack, I'm already writing. Isn't that crazy? I'm not crazy. But our love is so vivid. I can't wait to find you. You are the first man to ever get me to leave McCook. Now I'm in the world. I'm sorry I have to kill you for what you did to Vance, but then I can bring you back, so that we can be together again. It's gonna be perfect. See you soon. Love, Harper" - season fourteen, episode six, "Optimism." A continuation.
jack/harper sayles for the spn rareship bang. a story about coming of age in the serial killer cult, and meeting a nice girl from a different serial killer cult. and about the cycle.
the real finale, 21k: Supernatural 15x19 and 15x20, as they should have been.
mainly the work of @beatsheetketch, but it is our shared brainchild. a lot softer and fluffier than either of our usual fair. our go at a finale rewrite.
collections of short work:
sapphic summer fills
wanksgiving 2024, 2025
