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[myhauntedrainbow]

Spaces

Whenever I am lonely

Whenever my heart breaks

I look down at my hand

At the spaces between each finger

And I remember

Those spaces are for your fingers

Your hand completes the puzzle

And I am not alone

[myhauntedrainbow]

I promised myself that no one would ever be allowed inside again. The pain of vulnerability and betrayal are too great. So how did you make it past the walls so deep into my heart?

[emotionaljargon]

Close your eyes

Breath in

Smell me

Breathout

Hear my heartbeat

Match them

Keep breathing

Touch my ring

Feel my arms around you

Holding you

My hands

Holding yours

Breath in

I'm here

Breath out

I'm there

I am with you

Always

- E.J.

[myhauntedrainbow]

Perfect morning

Holding on to your shirt

Feeling your breath on my hair

Sleeping a deep, comfortable sleep

Deep breath of relief

Sensing your body next to mine

Inhaling your scent

Touching your hair, your face, your neck

Laughing about me

Laughing about you

Listening to your heart beating

Bringing me peace like nothing else can

Laying in silence

Holding your hand in mine

Purposely feeling each squeeze

Purposely feeling each movement

Talking about nothing

Talking about everything

Two imperfect people

Perfect together

[myhauntedrainbow]

Needy

For the first time that I can remember, I crave affection.

I want someone to hold me for a couple hours and tell me that I will be okay; tell me that everything will be okay. Hold onto me so tightly that all my broken pieces fit back together.

I desperately want to believe those words.

Hold my hand. Calm my shaking. Kiss my forehead. Stroke my neck.

Everything that I hate. Everything that scares me. Makes me feel safe when it is you.

[myhauntedrainbow]

Rhythm

Up

Down

Up

Down

I watch your chest

Go up and down

Calming

Comforting

Breathe in

Breathe out

I match my breathing to yours

And I feel safe

And I feel happy

And I never want to leave

I hear your heart

I feel you breathing

And I am right where I belong

[myhauntedrainbow]

2:19 am

Hands

So many hands

Everywhere I look

Always touching

Always moving

Always grabbing

And me?

I am always watching

I am always waiting

I am always aware

I know what hands can do

Hands can scare me

Hands can touch me

Hands can hurt me

Hands

Your hands are different

Your hands won’t hurt me

Your hands don’t scare me

Your hands can touch me

Your hands

Rough, gentle, hard, soft

Safe

Even while I sleep