OH it's just tumblr doing that lmao - NEVERMIND XD tehre's slight fixes on this one but it's nothing huge.
LIKELY GONNA ADD MINOR SHADING -
remember kids. XD @earthnicity is the one that inked it.
@duskfallcrewart (us) drew the OG version, but we're the hazbin part of our system -- (Ok lies, it's Tobi i'm just posting it because fuck, our Alastor's staring at me like cursed deer mode pls help)
EDIT:
Here's me dipshittery trying to shade it:
XD note there will be a janky clip studio process I stick onto this ..
God y'all..
I HAVENT DONE THIS MUCH ART IN A DAMN LONG TIME.
THANK YOU HAZBIN BUDDIES FOR GETTING OUR SYSTEM TO ACTUALLY DO ART. XD
Literally <_< it'd be a VERY good help to us as MUCH AS I HATE DOING THIS because reasons - but we don't make a ton of money off any work we do- and we're trying to flippin keep above water money wise.
We're NOT in a dire straits situation, we are in a safe home, safe environment - just that >_> we can't work outside of the freelance type work we do and that doesn't entirely pay all the bills lol.
Am TRYING to see if there's anything else I've drawn I can shove in the store? XD
(@earthnicity did the inking and they're our QPP and they half own our redbubble XD)
Progress sketch before we got @earthnicity to ink it (because they love doing that XD) [btw we're also at @duskfallcrewart just that this is our hazbin art, so it goes on our HAZBIN BLOG!]
AND THEN SQUISH INKED IT! *we have yet to color it, our CPTSD went into overdrive and we had to close clip studio lol *
We WILL BE COLORING HIM SOON.
Also... >_> please someone do Cursed Cat G'raha Tia for us, because our G'raha Tia fictive WILL NOT SHUT UP ABOUT BEING PART OF THE HAZBIN FANDOM XD
Screenshot of the Inked:
Also: yea don't repost this and don't recolor it - cause uh >_> we haven't done it yet. XD
(We only aren't showing you the ORIGINAL Inked because we don't want people recoloring it FOR us lol.)
Dunno if this is relevant .. xD but more progress shots.
one of them was already edited into the other blog.
ALSO I HAVE A FEELING We're just gonna literally stop posting art to our main blog and just stick to our sections.
(Our hazbin alters are mad a non hazbin alter is posting but ffs ALASTOR IM POSTING YOUR G-D CAT MODE SHUT UP XD -Tobi)
NEXT IDEAS OF OURS:
CURSED CAT (HAZBIN STYLE):
GRAHA TIA Of FFXIV
Gambit & Rogue's cats .. because reasons.
"list 5 things that make you happy, then send this to the last 10 people who liked/reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers!"
Do you agree to this arduous task?
Angel Dust here LOL - Aeron's at front so he's all anxious because we don't like it when the others use our blog HEHEHHEHE.
@earthnicity makes us happeh XD
Fandom, geekery - not JUST Hazbin but in general.
Making music. :3 - We gots some amazin' stuff royalty free pretty much on our spoofy playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/00R8x00YktB4u541imdSSf?si=60bafc0e157e4262 (We also have a youtube but >_< I'm lazeh)
Makin people happy via @capsekai
Poking at our sketchbook after so long of not drawing <3
_Angel Dust of Duskfall crew XD
Likely to get fuckin' hate for "FaKiNg iT" cause "INtrOJecTs CaNT be PRoBBleMAitCI" sources >_>
(It's Angel Dust of @duskfallcrewsys here so w/e)
I'm not problematic you are.
I'm just on the internet fucking existing.
I'm here trying to let off steam
SOME SYSTEMS CANT PHYSCIALLY "LET OFF STEAM" cause they're gray/ace whatever and can't literally just "WATCH SOME PRAWN ADN BE DONE WITH IT" geeze guys --
Anyways back to the fuckin' shit i was gonna say.
WHY ARE WE SO FUCKING EASILY TRIGGERED.
As far as I'm fucking aware: ALL CRISS DID was capped something for capsekai, cropped a few Luci pics (More than Anything) and then passed the hell out.
Makes us feel like nobody fucking wants us around if we can't fucking fix our bullshit.
Can't even sit through cropping 50 pics from a music video that we couldn't even SIT THROUGH In the show because we're too fucking spastic...
The rest of the shit's a bit spicy -- and as much as i want to have us feel pain for our mood right now - I'm not doing it for anything but venting...
So tw/cw: SA, Religion and uhh just -- CPTSD and other shit that might be "ABELIST" to tumblerinas that dont get context. OH YEA AND DADDY ISSUES AND DEATH.
Everyone else gets offended/triggered by the sexy shit and we're over there going "Nope we handled that like a boss *IMMATURE 12 YEAR OLD MODE* - then More than anyhting came on and i had to yeet because my dad's an asshole"
Yea.
That's about the extent of it.
I mean it's the CLIFF NOTES of it, because a lot of the other shit's all "ASSUMED" and "ARE YOU SURE" - type shit.
Because you can't tell someone your autistic father's a "DIETPEDO" ebcause that's "ABELIST"
You can't tell them you don't KNOW if you were abused - because the only abuse you remember is your sexual abuse from epopel that weren't family.
Yea, so we must've faked everything.
BEcause we fuckin' remembered it.
ANd by god WHY WOULD A CHRISTIAN FATHER fucking do anything to their child?
"CHRISTIANS ARE SO INNOCENT" ...
hehehe. yea right.
I mean you could sit there and tell us that everything that we figured out was "FETISHIZING THEIR CHILD" would just be considered "STRICT AUTISTIC PARENT" because "RELIGIOUS BULLSIHT"
because "CHRISTIAN MEN CANT BE PEDOS AND THEY ARE GODLY" blalbalbalba
People this man fucking still blames his ex wife for all of his problems, and wouldn't fucking EVEN LISTEN TO US about our diagnosis.
We got our DID dx and he said we couldnlt' have opposite genders in our headspace because tha'ts ungodly. And that we were etiehr fgaking it or psychotic.
(Adn that it was his ex wife's fault)
LEST ALONE THE FACT WE ARE FUCKING RUNNING AWAY FROM OUR PROBLEMS BECAUS WE WONT COME HOME AND FACE HIM.
41 FUCKING YEARS OLD AND WE CANNOT AFFORD A PLANE TICKET TO THE USA AND YOU WANT TO CALL US A FUCKING RUNAWAY?
...YOUR MOTHER VERBALLY ABUSED US EVERY DAY AFTER YOUR FATHERS DEATH.
IF THERE WAS ANYTHING YOU FUCKING PHYSICALLY DID TO US YOU'LL JUST BLAME YOUR EX WIFE (OUR MOM) AND THE REST OF THEIR "UNGODLY FAMILY" YOU SICK FUCK.
I hate to say this but i fuckin hope that guy rots in hell.
Like even HELL doesn't deserve that bitch.
"BUT WHAT IF HE DIES"
...yea it's not like we can afford to go to his funeral.
it's not like anyone's gona tell us
We fuckin' cut his ass off nearly a year or two now, and we're just -- no - we're not any better off in every way--
But we don't have to fucking wait for him to respond to us with cherry picked bullshit
For him to tell us WE are going to hell in a handbakset because we went to a church that wasn't aligning with his goddamn views.
This is the guy that literally would tell his child the following:
1. You can't stick your tongue out it's too sexual.
2. You can't roll your head like a dancer its' against god's wishes
3. Don't roll your eyes it's sinful.
Yadda yadda.
Like...
I'm poretty sure this fucker didn't want his wife at the time teling us the birds and the bees..
Sure we got MINOR MOMMY ISSUES cause she's got CPTSD just like we do - but she's a boss ass bitch who's tried to own up to her problems and she knows she ain't perfect.
Largely most of our issues on her end is:
We WILL be fucked mentally when she dies.
We'll eventually recover, but the thought fuckin' scares us.
As for her ex husband?
It'll widen the empty fuckin' hole.
Because people with CHILDHOOD "DADDY ISSUES" don't have a hole that feels like it just gets continually fucked when people ask you about shit.
I am pissed about how understandably fuckin HARD it is to move past our LARGEST trigger -
But i can't fuckin take it out on us.
YEA i am in a mood, but -- Criss has it double time due to the type of alter he is, and he associates with the body's family more than anyone else..
Just don't know how to fuckin' bury our head in shit without fucking making it worse.
We don't work well with introjects with a moody disposition at front -- cause I don't got a lot of brain connection to the shit wel ike doing and so i'm just gonna sit here and binge on our thoughts like a moron.
"I AM REALLY FUCKIN' GOOD AT SUCKIN..."
... Yea not dick Husk, shut up.
Hah.
Popsicles.
Too cold for one of those.
I don't like orange or lime ones anyways.
Mom's only allowed the red ones .
NZ fuckin' doesnt do cherry anything it's annoying.
Just like beyond the next couple years wtf are we gonna do?
We GOT To get these triggers at least to a "GULP IT DOWN AND TOLERATE IT BITCH" Level or we can't consume media without getting hit with af uckin brick.
Pls just.
I get we're lackin' and tired and busy.. but just ..
Anthony wants for christmas:
Our system to fuckin just ... TRY TO SMOOTH out the bigger trigger right now, even it out - you can't sure it -- just chip away at it like an ice sculpture.
Name it a fuckin turd for all i care.
Just ...
Even if it's 1% more tolerable.
I just want us to try ok?
