#hc.dorian

[ambivalent-auguries]

      Drunk headcanon. 

Lemme blush like a fool and laugh like a crackhead at ALL your jokes and oops did I get handsy just then haha: ADRIAN, Charmaine, Roger, Dorian

Gets sad and cries and probably horny: Audrey, Sebastian, Davide, Valentin

Still maintains composure but lets things slip and says things they wouldn’t normally: Desiree, Akari

Gets a bit fucking wild honestly: Ethan, Adele

Doesn’t get drunk: Marcus, Reese, Maria

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     Showing affection/interest headcanon. 

Lavishes you with poetry and galaxy brain thoughts to try and impress you: Valentin, Dorian, Audrey

Time to lend you my coat, buy you expensive dinner and gifts: Akari, Adele

I will support you through everything and cook/bake for you: Desiree, Adrian

Soft and daring touches and long, intense, can’t take my eyes off you gazes: Davide, Ethan

Let’s share everything about ourselves and then laugh until we die pls while you hold me/I hold you: Reese, Maria

We can be kinda wild together why not (also compliments galore): Charmaine, Sebastian 

Imma act all charming to impress you while also being the biggest hopeless romantic: Roger 

Good boy/girl and ropes and collars (let me PAINT YOU): Marcus

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My supportive guys: Roger, Akari and Adrian. 

These three men will carry on their shoulders all your worries and cares, they will spend their waking hours to make you happy and make you feel loved. They are also SUCH providers I... Some of my other muses are gentle and caring, like Dorian, Maria, Desiree and Reese (they are doting and sweet and generous) while others will love you with a burning passion (Ethan, Davide & Audrey) and lastly you get the guys who’ll cheer you on no matter what and say yes to your shenanigans (Sebastian, Adele, Charmaine) but these three... 

There is something so inexplicably charming about the provider type... I am weak for them. 

Roger is flashy and he WILL take you on that trip you’ve always wanted to go on and explore with you and be there for you for every achievement, celebrating along and literally writing shit in the sky for you. He will make you feel like the main character in a romance novel, promise!!

Akari will develop the most domestic habits with you and he will routinely take you out for dinner and put you in his diary as a PRIORITY and he’s like the most stable and elegant person ever. Plus: gifts, he brings you flowers and your favourite wine and offers you his coat and asjdashsnf

And Adrian will literally fix your house, hold you in his arms until the world feels good again and WILL raise your kids as if they are his own and will make an honest person out of you as soon as he can, them wedding bells always ringing in his head. 

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I am heaving pls help

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What does your soul smell like? 

Rosewater

Key words: sensitive, romantic, calming

you are a beautiful person inside and out whose kindness shines through even on your worst days. being around you is like stepping into a crisp smelling floral garden on a spring evening. others are inspired by your empathy, charm, and all the love you have to give.

Compatible with: fresh linen, freshly baked bread

Tagged by: I stole hehe

​ Tagging: just steal it be a heathen

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10 questions for Dorian.

1. What bad habits do they have?

Ignoring the flaws in people. He gives things and people too many chances and often gets hurt because of it. He thinks everyone is as kind or generous as him - or he wishes people were like that and is always taken aback when that’s not the case. 

2. What makes them laugh out loud?

Playing with his dogs. Dogs or animals in general, children laughing, a good racy joke might get him chuckling as well. 

3. How do they display affection?

Through care, words of encouragement and food. He likes doing things for people and supporting them, he likes nurturing the people close to him. 

4. How do they want to be seen by others?

Kind, compassionate, someone people can reach out to for help and feel comfortable around. He always wants to project a warm and sweet image, a safe space, if you will. 

5. How do they react to criticism?

He tries his best not to be hurt by it, but he always tries so hard to be the best he can for the people around him that it’s sometimes hard not to be upset when he does get criticism. 

6. What are their pet peeves?

Confrontational or angry people, being lied to, people that treat their dogs as human babies and not as dogs, oven gloves (a towel is fine, stop being cowards). 

7. What is their perception of family?

He associates family with two things: support and abandonment. He is definitely the type who would their children to have a much better upbringing that he had and to have a need for nothing. He’s a softie when it comes to kids. 

8. What advice would they give their younger self?

That it’s aright if reality doesn’t match up with fantasy. Sometimes life is not perfect and that is alright. He doesn’t need to blame himself for it, it’s just how it is. 

9. What is their home like?

Warm and clean, he has a big kitchen with loads of seating space. An impressive collection of books. It’s a small house, soft colours and it always smells like someone has just baked cookies. He has a big bathtub and loads of toys for his dogs and also a big garden for them to run around in. 

10. What is their idea of perfect happiness?

He wants to be able to help people and, in a way, he has found happiness. Being such a romantic, he does want to share his life with someone and he thinks that once he finds that person, his picture of happiness will be complete. 

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      The many ways in which my muses are tragic lol 

Akari: has no family, throws himself into work which he loves but he is very lonely 

Audrey: scared of people being in love with him because the last time that happened he almost got beaten to death - but he desperately wants to experience romance oop 

Dorian: ABANDONMENT ISSUES

Ethan: oop he still wears his wedding band after having his whole life destroyed and barely picking himself up with the help of alcohol 

Sebastian: he’s depressed and suicidal and refuses to deal with it but he cute? 

Reese: alone in the world, he just wants people to be happy and is a ray of sunshine but he’s never been emotionally close to someone oops

Adele: she has PTSD and hides beneath the facade of a strong, independent woman, but honestly, she had therapy for a reason 

Davide: paranoid nuff said trust issues galooore 

Maria: is an agoraphobic who is still reeling from the death of her parents 

Charmaine: she keeps people at arm’s length and doesn’t get close to them because she got fucked over 

Adrian: he puts up the front of a strong man but he is slightly broken and things have taken a toll on him; also has PTSD and has a hard time reaching out for help which is what destroyed his marriage 

Valentin: he’s still grieving his husband's death and doesn’t let go of his grief because he’s afraid of doing so; he keeps thinking that if he does get emotionally close to anyone, what will all that grief be for? also, drowns his sorrows in sex and alcohol 

Roger: has very deep regrets about never finding someone to settle down with and feels disillusioned with his life sometimes

Desiree: trust issues and anxious af about getting close to anyone; she also doesn’t trust her judgement anymore because the last time she did, she got stabbed oops

Marcus: will never experience emotions in a healthy way; also holds some sort of prejudice against himself because everyone else around him told him he’s abnormal 

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Dorian’s playlist.

     Mood: Nostalgic, soft, romantic.  

     Full playlist // Tracks: 

1. Dream a little dream of me // Ella Fitzgerald, Louis Armstrong

2. No peace // Sam Smith, Yebba 

3. Daydreamer // Adele 

4. Amar pelos dois // Salvador Sobral

5. La La Land Medley // Nicholas Yee

6. Blue in green // Miles Davies

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     Commitment headcanon. 

Did anyone say settling down and never leaving??: Dorian, Akari, Maria, Adrian, Roger

I’d commit but what if you stab me in the back tho?: Davide, Desiree, Audrey, Ethan, Sebastian

Yoooo casual works for you as well, right?: Adele, Reese, Roger 

Oh, was I flirting with someone else, really? Haaa: Valentin, Charmaine, Marcus