#hd.text

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Never Mine

I have to build a wall

strong enough

and tall enough

I don't want to see you

on the other side

living your life without me

living my life without you

isn't this what they want?

isn't it how it should be?

plot twist

there is already a wall

I just can't let go

I need to

I can't

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Funny how we adore the magnificence of nature and ache for the little things it comes with. Sometimes I need to remind myself that I, as well as you, form part of nature and that our attractiveness equals to the same amount as the greenries and flowers we yearn for, the sunsets and moon we run to click the photos of have the same allure as us and we do not fancy it.

Photo: mine, date taken: 10.08.21

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One of my art! Takes time but totally worth it!

This collage means a lot to me; I have always felt like I don't feel emotions. I know I do though, it's just that sometimes I don't. Whatever I feel, however, I keep it warmly inside. That's one of the reasons why I've set up this blog: to find & to express myself.

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i wanna lie down and stare at you while you talk about your interests

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LAY DOWN ON THE GRASS. GO FOR A WALK WITHOUT ACTUALLY GOING ANYWHERE. READ BOOKS BY THE RIVER. LISTEN TO ANYTHING YOU LIKE WHILE BAKING A CAKE. SCREAM BAD LYRICS. TAKE AESTHETIC PICTURES. WRITE WITHOUT CARING HOW YOUR HANDWRITING LOOKS LIKE. PAINT EVEN IF YOU DON'T DO IT NICELY. STICK DIY BAND POSTERS ON YOUR BEDROOM WALL. JUST. FUCKING. BE. DROWNED. IN. JOY.

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Some people are just more lovable than others.

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The Chants

I hear them

everyday

the chants

I can't help it

It's been four years

but the melodies of you

are still roaming around in my little head

like bubbles

each time triggering a memory

I didn't get it

I thought I got over you

but when I saw you and we talked,

I realised I never stopped loving you

that I might never stop

I surrender

we can't always love who we fall for

even if it's reciprocal

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I went on the balcony and looked up at the little enchanted stars sparking so far above my little silhouette this evening, there was something so magical about this sight. I thought: all these days I've been busy doing schoolwork and the routine was killing me which is why I inadvertently deprived myself of this charm. Then I've realised that the stuff I was busy with are not as important as the beauty before me and that the things we tend to trivialize are more important than the ones we lay emphasis on on a regular basis.