Mar 21, 2020
21.03.20// I am not okay.
I honestly don't know how much longer I can *hold* things together for.
#personal#i feel like ive been grieving my dad#he will never be the same#he is physically stable#but mentally its awful#he has no idea#doesnt understand#or know who we are most of the time#we are exhausted#please can this be a massive nightmare#add in the coronovirus situation#and mum and i are barely holding ourselves together#sigh#this is not okay#we are not okay#i cant do this