#he's tragic

[mcromantis]

One thing about Matt Murdock is that every time I see him my heart aches in both sadness for all he's been through and in intense sexual desire.

[tiffanylamps]

I'm rewatching Beyond Evil because I'm... brainrotting.... and... Well, you see, the thing is-

Joo Won (officially) arriving in Manyang and looking at Dong Sik as soon as he walks through the door:

vs

Joo Won returning to Manyang and looking at Dong Sik as soon as he walks through the door:

Excuse me, sir. What are you doing with your face?? Do you even realise you're doing that?

(if it's not Netflix ruining screenshots then it's tumblr ruining the quality. I give up.)

[clownwzrd]

i’m thinking too hard about boreo yes it’s all lowercase im GAY

with boris you can tell he’s grown from his childhood, not a lot but you can tell. he has the same energy he did, it’s just more refined and serious at times. he’s matured, and he’s sexy lets not forget the sexy part. with theo he’s pretty much just the same 13 year old boy in fancy expensive clothing and virtually a whole foot taller, and in all honesty he’s even more repressed than when he was as a child.

this is mostly due to ptsd: he’s been stuck in his childhood for a long time, reliving his mother's death and unable to let go pretty much at all, i’m not going to invalidate that. also boris has trauma too– obviously– he’s just less affected by it in a certain way, because let’s be real they’re both really broken, just differently. 

make it TENDER now: the only real way either of them can get better is if they have each other, because they understand each other in ways other people wouldn’t get them. boris needs to get better as much as theo. way more below because i accidentally got too into this

 mmm i think one of the main downfalls of the movie is that it paints theo as far too self absorbed; of course he is but he also cares a large deal about the people around him. as much as he wallows in self pity he would literally (and has) kill(ed) for boris, and i genuinely think if he had to relive his life just to get to boris he would.  i see a lot on how much boris loves and cares for theo but not enough on theos emotions, maybe because they’re more complex? well not really its just all really repressed; ffs he thought that saying goodbye to people he cared about was gay when is he going to admit any of his genuine feelings for boris. 

i’m not sure if i got sidetracked or not but yeah– they need each other to get better. i think after amsterdam and antwerp and all those things they manage to convince each other and themselves that they need to get better, stop doing hard drugs, get therapy. they finally work through their trauma and in the end they live together happily, it takes a while though. it takes them ages to sort out their own issues (real life not emotional) and move on with their lives. but they do end up doing it, they’re finally (mostly) happy in the end of it all. once they work through stuff, and acknowledge as far as they go they’re still not 100% okay yet, won't be for a while or maybe ever. the whole point of working through trauma is acknowledging you’re not okay, but still making an effort to get better with the right help.

im going to stop before this gets longer than it needs to be but thanx for reading my boreo trauma ramblings this started as a post making fun of theo for being a 6′ 13 year old in bespoke suits

[diegclila]

Sebastian Stan in Spread (2009)

[telemarcs]

I can't believe they just made a noco/sj related joke on ex on the beach Norway

[ruihachimura]

why dont they just bench you know who

[mordogeira]

you know who we need to talk about tho? samson. he did work for corypheus and lead the red templars, and i won't excuse his actions, but this man.  he got caught doing the right thing, passing letters between lovers and had to deal with the consequences in the worst way. being dismissed from the order is the worst a templar can imagine. basically, good deeds were punished with the worst fate possible. then, no matter what you choose, he's part of the order again. doing the things he thinks are right, protecting people, all that. and then he is dismissed once again. this time it's the order as a whole, but he is part of it. the templars have no purpose anymore, and in their eyes, the chantry doesn't even care. 

after all that what happened, i can feel for him. he tried to make the order go with a boom, and he thought it would be the right thing, even if templars beneath him were harmed, because glory was all that was left for them. he didn't choose right very often, but he did try his best.