#trauma shit

[the-kill-all-tmes-lady]

im like a dying traumatized animal i need attention but also im afraid of it severely bc of how its hurt me

[daveo8490]

You really don’t realise how much location affects trauma until you’ve spent a year in the new place and realise photos of your old kitchen give you panic attacks

[fuwanek0]

Yk what’s funny? I told my doctor that my brain has been coming up with a bunch of new rules, which is making my anxiety worse, and she said, 'Well, rules are meant to be broken' ;)

[rottinghellhound]

I fucking hate being in my head so much. I hate spiraling into my brain. Overthinking every interaction and everything I said. Even if in the moment everything felt positive, I have absolutely nothing to go off that somethings wrong but I feel like I did something bad. And im pretty sure it just this guilt thats been instilled in me from a long time ago. That programming of im not supposed to say anything. People aren't supposed to know. Noones supposed to know. And even though what I said had nothing to do with my original trauma. Im still getting this same feeling. That im gonna be punished for saying something. I don't want to punished i don't want to be bad i don't want to see him i don't want to die please please I don't want to please

[penas-augadas]

El ya no está hace año y medio, pero lo sigo reflejando en mis relaciones como traumas, miedos, cada fisura en mi suspira su aroma a mierda, me dejó tan dañada que no puedo desasearme de esas secuelas.

[valyrra]

“Be this and not that, feel this, not that” years later turned into “why can’t you just accept how great you are?”

[thesinofthefather]

This is how I feel when I write emotional incest or just regular incest for my stories.

(I am in pain, this is what I get for writing about cults.)

[xventing-into-the-voidx]

I don't fucking care. I don't want to think. I don't want to go through this again. I don't need to go through this again. I'm trying to move on. Ugh.