thinking about how boris would have to drag theo out of the swimming pool, clean up his clothes and wash them, pull him out of laying out in the middle of the road, like. knowing that theo wouldn’t remember because he was drinking GLASSES of vodka. he wasn’t doing it with any repayment in his mind, he was doing it wholeheartedly and genuinely in love with that man and he never spoke of it. he didn’t praise himself for the good things he did . he was like ah yah my best friend needs me and then he doesn’t bring it up for EIGHT FUCKING YEARS












