struggling with the idea that I am wanted.
I don't really have friends or people to spend time with
if they were my friend or if they cared about me, they would make time for me
I know it's vice versa as well
but I feel like I haven't found people that I really feel comfortable with, that I can be myself with
I feel like I am not a priority in others lives
that if I ask to hang out, I'll be rejected bc they have other people they're going with or they don't want to do a thing
I force myself to be okay with not having people bc its too painful to be sad about it
it's hurts when others find a problem with it but don't make an effort to change that
I don't mind going to the theaters alone. I domt mind hanging out by myself. I don't mind staying at home all the time