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Systems, I love you, you didn’t ask for any of this, you didn’t choose for this to happen, you are trying your best.

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Today is observed as Dissociative Identity Disorder Awareness Day. I’ll hopefully be able to make a longer post regarding this sentiment, but just want to remind you that systems are real, dissociative disorders are real, and we struggle. We are real people with what is best described as a fragmented separation of consciousness between two or more conscious “parts”, alternatively called alters or headmates.

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Man I don’t like it here, can I not be for a bit

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Working on clearing out the very backed up drafts I had on here and will probably add more stuff to it. Mostly it’s just our art n stuff

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Going to be reworking our intro/pinned page, it’s bugging me that it isn’t alphabetized and things. I have OCD, so on top of the compulsive behaviors, some organization things really bug me. :p

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Howdy, y’all, haven’t been on in a hot minute, huh? 👋

Things have gotten worse in ways and better in others, I’ll give a more thorough life update as soon as I reasonably can. A lot of serious things are happening literally as I type this out, so I’ll try to update that as well.

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People finding my posts is so wild, like, yo, what’s good, nice to see you 👋

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((Sometimes being a system is really funny because I get to figuratively watch the difference between one of the groups going “You are… [insert name] #3-” and put a little tape sign on him mentally, and also the host of one of the subsystems just coming over and going hey, here’s a MLP alter I have and wondering how long she’s been there. So anyway, we can only sleep in 2-3 hour increments and are fully nocturnal, have an excellent day 👍))