Y’all ever..
Told yourself you wasn’t really into something when you really are. When you know damn well you want to be loved like no other. You want to be viewed like a snack, a meal, a dessert everyday. You want to be someone’s wife one day. You want to be someone’s mama one day.
I’ve found myself saying I’m not really into something all because of the type of guys I’ve come across. I made my myself think I don’t like affection and now? Idk how to accept love. I don’t know how to be happy without feeling like it’s “too good to be true”. I don’t know how to accept a compliment or be appreciated. I made myself think I was alright and I shouldn’t express myself too much because then that person would be annoyed with me and leave me, and then I would end up having to pick up the sheets of wasted time with someone who already knew he wasn’t trying to stay with me for the long hall.
Guess what beloved. The man who is supposed to be your life partner will be just that, YOUR life partner. He will love you from your hair follicles to your toe nails. He will not mind listening to your voice all damn day. He may get annoyed with you, but it’s you, and he wouldn’t want to be annoyed by anyone else.
Y’all ever asked yourself, what if everything happened for a reason?
