i don’t want to be this way falling apart again and again as it gets dark all i want is to be in your arms there’s nothing i could do or say to keep you from leaving i try not to cry try to tell myself stupid lies like i’m no good for you you’re not right for me you can call me a friend but please keep me close i will always be there i give a smile fake pretend i’m okay even when it feels like dying i’ve learned to lose but my heart keeps bleeding keeps wishing for victory there’s nothing you could do or say to change the way i love you i don’t want to but i do










