#heartbreaking thoughts

[dairine-bonnet]

One more question

Interesting but cruel this time. Does anybody happen to know what happens to Heinrix in the end if RT breaks up with him after he decides to leave the Inquisition (true romance), but before Epitaph, in Chapter 5 or even 4? How does it influence his further life/story in the final slides?

P.S. I'm not asking that for my headcanon, but out of curiosity... for research purposes too...

[itjustwontquit]

Okay but does Raven actually believe that Strat’s back at the start of It’s All Coming Back to me Now? Because she doesn’t touch him at all while she’s singing, and it always feels to me that she thinks she’s dreaming. She hugs herself, and I just kind of wonder, how many times has she dreamt that he’s been there, only to wake up and have to deal with that loss again?

I can’t believe that she’d ever go back on the dream suppressants, so maybe that’s why she doesn’t sleep; not just because she has nightmares, although I’m sure she does, but also because she can’t deal with losing Strat every time she wakes up. In this concept I’m kind of assuming that banishing every memory is a case of refusing to think about it, as opposed to in dreams, because god knows I can’t control mine.

Anyway, I’ve really upset myself now so enjoy!

[fadedrosewater-blog]

But if you loved me, why'd you leave me?

[k-l-a-n-c-e-a-c-a-d-e-m-y]

Ez does not appreciate ANY of my super cute nicknames for him 💔

[builtbymachines]

what breaks my heart the most is wondering if there was a point where he just knew... if he ever had the thoughts of “this is my last time standing on stage” and “this is the last time i’ll get to hold this person”, or if it was sudden and unplanned and a whirlwind of ”i can’t do this anymore”.

[dayummami]

4/25

I need a nigga to be lowkey obsessed with me. like I need you to flip your shit when I send you nudes, like you ain't never seen these titties before. (although less than 5 hours ago you were giving them kisses and asking me about my day). let me be your muse. fill me with words and poems from your perspective to remind me what you think of me. help me never forget you. I'm not asking you to build me up because I'm already a beauty, but I need that attention. I crave your lips calling me beautiful, your words enticing me to want to give you more. tell me how good I was when we're done. explain how life changing I was. tell me you've never experienced that part of pussy town before. I need to know I'm doing something right. I'm moving my energy into someone who cannot be explained.

[death-for-traitors]

I'm sorry for being a dickhead at you, but that's the only way to not fall in love with you

[superjaaa]

大好きです。

I really dont know what happened. I have no idea. All of a sudden, naging ganon na lang. It hurts, it really hurts. God knows how much I love you. One time. Sinabihan mo kong hindi lang sayo umiikot ang mundo ko. Aaminin ko Nasaktan ako. Naisip ko. Hindi ko rin gusto ko na sayo lang din iikot ang mundo ko. Gusto ko kasama kita umikot sa mundo ko. Kasama friends and families naten. Winiwish ko lagi, araw araw na. Maging okay tayo lagi, yung relationship naten. Maybe hindi Ako yung "ideal partner" mo, opposite ako ng lahat ng gusto mo. Alam ko. Pero minsan naisip ko, wtf. Eto lang ako. Sana ganon na lang din ako. Ganyan. Pero naisip ko din na. I'm so lucky that I have someone like you in my life, despite of my imperfections. Na hindi ko na kelangan mag wish pa ng kung ano ano. Kasi you loved me like this na e. I'll do anything, I want to do everything. If you will let me. Nag te thank you ako kay God. Na one time in my life, you came to my happy, crazy, boring life. Thank you for everything, everything that you taught me. Kahit alam kong minsan sobrang bv kana sakin kasi di ko maintindihan. Life changing. No regrets at all. I really miss you. I love you and I will always will. Maybe in God's time and will. I hope mabasa mo to.