#heartbrokehigh

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love is the cruelest joke god plays on humanity

[heartbrokehigh]

i’m afraid that i’ve made a terrible mistake and i miss him

[heartbrokehigh]

i’m afraid that perhaps he’s changed too much since i’ve been gone and what if he’s no longer the person i’m in love with? what if he now cares so little about himself that he can’t find the energy to care for me too? what if he refuses to be happy and the relationship falls apart? what if i can’t even get him back in the first place?

[heartbrokehigh]

i get to see him again and i’m filled with excitement and fear

[heartbrokehigh]

i think i’m too late...

[heartbrokehigh]

god i hope he responds

[heartbrokehigh]

i gotta make my move

[heartbrokehigh]

i need him back. i’m praying to the gods. all of them.