seen from China
seen from Russia
seen from Italy
seen from China
seen from Yemen
seen from United States
seen from Germany
seen from Poland
seen from Malaysia
seen from T1
seen from Türkiye
seen from Poland
seen from Netherlands
seen from United States
seen from Croatia
seen from Italy
seen from Russia
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from United States
He called me Monday night. Hearing the pain in his voice made me feel... better? We talked about random shit... and then.
Him: What are we going to do?
Me: About what?
Him: US?
Me: Well... you made up your mind about that.
Him: Yeah... but it's always been about what I want. What do you want?
Me: I'm not making the call.
Him: This shouldn't just be about what I want.
Me: But you know what I want!
Que the tears... so many tears.
I have never left someone I truly loved.
I've always been the one left behind.
Tag 1 von X
Fühlt sich scheiße an, die Liebe seines Lebens zweimal zu verlieren, auch noch innerhalb eines Jahres. fast Taggleich...
Ich vermisse dich, ich liebe dich immer noch.
May 22, 2016
Dear, Friend. I am not well today. I woke up ok around 6:00am but fell asleep again. Its, 7:30 now, but with that limited time i dreamt about the ex. It is not ok. I can't talk about it. It is bad, it is really bad. Yes it is a dream and I should not be affected by it cos it is not real, but I don't know why, but that drains my energy. It was so intense so much hurt, so much pain, so much of everything. Still hoping you can talk to me to tell me things I need to know. Wallflower
