#heartdump

[nicsthetics]

I am a rainstorm of emotions. My eyes can flood. My body can come in waves of hot and cold. My heart creates earthquakes. Hurricane of a girl, I guess that was what you meant.

[nicsthetics]

‘The problem is, I will always put you before me, and that should not be how it goes, and yet, I still find myself planning out my days just so I could catch you on the other side even if it just for awhile. No, I should not let that be a priority, maybe it’s really time for me to put myself first. Never be vulnerable again, rebuild that wall and strengthen that armour, flip my switch. That’s my problem, I became soft, I never learn. It’s time.’

-n.s.

[sheaviibe]

I hope you don’t fall for her smile. Because just like me, she may lose hers after loving you.

[sheaviibe]

I can’t say it out loud, because if no one knows I can pretend it isn’t real. Maybe I can heal without having to feel. Maybe I can just keep going. But as soon as I catch my breath I feel his hands around my neck & I’m back to gasping for air. I ask why, why would you cross that line? somehow I’m responsible for his actions and mine.

[evrrgreen]

ugh I just want those beautiful green eyes of yours to look at me one more time so I can tell you how much I love you.