#heasterly

[24sex01]

Dad and I: *Watching Les Mis*

Dad: Alright. We need to take a break.

Me: We can't just pause the revolution.

[24sex01]

Sometimes, I'm jealous of myself. I mean, why can't I bang me?

[24sex01]

What if the years were counted down? So where New Years was actually a sad and scary thing because no one knew what happened at 0? ...

[sararadiation]

hannah likes all my posts and it makes me feel special

i miss yoooou

[24sex01]

Oh my love, I wanted nothing more than to tell you how I have thought about you. My memory belongs entirely to you, because it reverts constantly these days to our first moments alone together. I have asked myself many times why other affections can't replace your presence, and I have always return to the illusion that we are still together, and then - unwillingly- to the knowledge that you have made a hostage of my memory. When I least expect it, I am overwhelmed by your words in recollection..

-Unknown book I've read.. I memorized this.. by heart. 

[24sex01]

Raven- Story by Hannah.

This figure was very pale. The beauty could disguise herself in snow. Bright blue eyes could resemble the first dive into a very cool pool on a hot day, when one was dying for an escape. Her eyelashes full… thick, matching her straight raven hair. One would want to be this woman, for it seemed like she had no faults once so ever. I loved her in baggy clothes, because she smiled the brightest when comfortable. Oh, her smile. Bright pink lips always pulled back, as if it were so natural to have her pearl teeth showing, since them, too, shown no faults.

            I didn’t believe this woman would ever age. No winkles, lines of age, could never once touch the perfect human being like her. Wait, was she human? I discovered, imagining her in my head that I could never refer to her as human. I could never refer to her as alien. Only could I refer to her by her name, which I never learned, or Raven. I named her Raven, to match the silky hair that reached the middle of the small of her back.

            The few moments I could glimpse her during my daydreams, she never placed a bit of makeup on her face. For, putting something manmade or even natural on her face, could distort the vivid beauty I called Raven. Since she was in my daydreams, I felt as if I could change her if I wanted to, but the truth is, I didn’t. I didn’t want her in anything besides her sweatpants, because I admired her, not wanted her.

            Long fingers were attached to her pale palm, and her hands looked strong, but soft. As if her muscles were worked hard on a piano, since she just looked like a piano player, but her skin was as soft as what I would consider a type of silk.

            Truth is, I don’t remember what she was doing… I believe she was talking to someone else. The someone else I didn’t see, but it must have been a person with a big sense of humor, since I could see her laugh tons. I never heard her laugh, only saw it. Her mouth would grin, showing her flawless teeth and perfect smile, and she’d tip her head down, her hand coming up to shield her face, since her snow white cheeks developed a layer of pink, reminding me of pink Dogwood flowers. I could see it now, peaking back into my memory, I could see her alone, sitting under a pink dogwood tree, it’s branches shielding her from the sun. She’s barefoot, as if she loved the feel of the earth beneath the souls of her feet. A book placed in her hands, and I can see the enhancing blue eyes skimming from side to side, reading and absorbing knowledge for her own use. Since she’s perfect to me and almost any other human being, I would assume she would know loads, and that having a conversation with her would be easy, as if you had known her all your life. A connection you could never forget.

            The best times of my life could be spent in my daydreams, with this figure of pure perfection, even if I never once spoke to her, or saw her eyes stare at me. If they had, I would have known and allowed her to peak into my soul, as if she could place a little bit of her love in my heart that’s grown since I first saw Raven.