Jan 3, 2020
I don't know..
...I don't really feel like continuing Ama's blog anymore, it's a weird feeling as if nothing matters at all, it feels like my ideas aren't creative at all anymore almost like they lost it's spark..
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I don't know..
...I don't really feel like continuing Ama's blog anymore, it's a weird feeling as if nothing matters at all, it feels like my ideas aren't creative at all anymore almost like they lost it's spark..
Processing Hurricane Maria and the earthquake in Puebla and the shooting in Las Vegas as someone unaffected but aware.
it's already 1:49 am in the morning and i am still crying my heart out because of it's heavy feeling that i've been carrying around this past months. i hate myself, i couldn't make anything better. even little hopes won't work on me anymore. but i brought my little notebook and favorite pen earlier and tried putting my thoughta into words but i failed. this feeling... is so heavy than i have before. it's killing me.
📸 Of #daylightdialogues by my beloved @andriantam #flights #lightreading #heavyfeelings (at Anywhere) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0NNEVXJwR7/?igshid=5796s2ockzgc
After taking 2 weeks off because of stress and a constant anxiety cloud... I deadlifted on Wednesday. It felt SO good! Trust me when I say... push yourself to go! Get away from that cloud! #liftheavy #heavyfeelings #strongisbeautiful #takemyhand #myjourney #womenwhopowerlift #smartandstrong #nerdygirl #manicpixiedreamgirl (at CrossFit Maricopa)
This heavy feelings inside could ease away by a hug from you... but it will happen only in my dreams not in my reality.