#heckypadalecki

[strengthcas]

I'm ella and my birthday is june 16th

Ella!!! & I added you! :) ♥ xo

Join my birthday page?

[waywardragon]

Spell your name with songs

Rules: tag ten people!

I was tagged by mywaywardwatson thank you!! 

K - King and Lionheart by Of Monsters and Men

I - I bet my life by Imagine Dragons

A - Alligator Sky by Owl City

R - Radioactive by Imagine Dragons

A - Angel with a Shotgun by The Cab

Whew! That was harder than I thought!

I tag

stvmpclub, heckypadalecki, maturecas, cas-with-a-shot-gun, casteile, duchesspeggy, superherocas, watqsn, hostofheaven, doctorwtsn

[zensjagi]

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Yes well when I sing I sometimes record myself so I can hear my mistakes and work on them, and I decided to post this because I'm semi-happy with it. If my voice sounds weird it's because I needed to cough the whole time I was recording this, and I also have a pretty weird range so it's tough to hit some of the higher notes, especially in the chorus and bridge (and also no autotune) My guitar is kinda crappy too because it's self taught... so yeah please be kind

[zensjagi]

Hey guys.

So, this probably isn't going to seem like much of a big deal to a lot of you, because of how socially accepted this kind of stuff is on tumblr, but this is a big deal for me.

I'm bisexual.

I've known for maybe six months now, and I've kept it quiet apart from my inner circle of friends. I was raised in a very homophobic/biphobic/everything-phobic household, which definitely has had a significant impact on my acceptance of myself and my sexuality. Along with my parents constantly critisising my weight and my 'attitude', being bisexual made me feel even more like I was a mistake and that I was wrong in the eyes of my parents, although I personally didn't share those views.

I'm also attending a Catholic school, which doesn't help much either. The teachers are quite hushed about the LGBTQ+ population, and if you search anything to do with it on the school internet then it automatically blocks the website, it's reason being 'alternative lifestyle'. I've been going to this school for my whole life, so this has also had an impact on how I perceived the idea sexuality and gender identity. It has been drilled into me since I was a toddler that this sort of stuff was 'wrong', which of course it isn't.

I particularly remember being in kindergarten and being disgusted at all the annoying boys in my class, and I asked my mum, 'Are there ladies who marry ladies?' and extremely hesitantly, she responded, 'Yes, but they're weird.' I remember saying, 'I'm going to be one of those ladies.' My mother then told me how I shouldn't do that, because it was 'wrong'.

So when I realised that I experienced romantic/sexual attraction to boys and girls, I panicked - about what the people I know would think of me, mainly. I'm still finding it hard to accept myself today, and I've yet to come out to my parents - in fact, I probably won't until I've left home so that they don't have the option of kicking me out.

I've wanted to make this post for a while, but I never knew how to phrase what I was feeling. I still don't - this post feels like a jumbled mess - but I feel so much better now that I've typed it out.

So, in short: I'm bisexual, and slowly I'm learning to rewrite the program that my parents have tried to ingrain into me since I was a kid. I'm getting there. I've started accepting myself, finally, and I hope that you guys will as well.

[gxlathynius]

thanks for the url thingo and follow <3

you're welcome sweetie!! xx

[gxlathynius]

heckypadalecki *totally not me no*

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Do I follow them: Yes | No | Now

What I think about their blog: woww super pretty theme!! also the posts are awesome! 

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[waywardragon]

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! I HOPE YOU HAVE A FABULOUS DAY <3333

HAPPY VALENTINES TO YOU TOO ELLA!!! YOU HAVE AN EVEN FABBER DAY <3 (I'm sick so it's not gonna be super fab xD) Do you have a valentine this year?

[zensjagi]

the-shyest-angel ---> cutedestiel