Okay, so, my mom came home from work earlier today (technically yesterday atp) and was telling me about how my uncle asked her to call him on her way to work. He told her that there's some volunteering position open where he lives and that if I was interested, he could get me in to volunteer. Now, I don't know many of the details yet or even what the volunteering is or for what, just that if I say yes then I'd probably end up spending a couple days with my uncle (he lives 3-4 hours out from where I live so I'd have to stay the night) whenever I'd go volunteer. I agreed that after I get my medication up'ed at my next psychiatrist appointment next week (on the same day as the new TPR album, RAHHHHHHH SO EXCITED), that I'll say yes and hopefully start doing this as soon as possible. Which, to me, sounds literally ideal. 3 days out of a week (every week? Every other week? More on that to learn later), spending nights in a city I've literally only ever been to a handful of times in my life solely just for visiting my uncle, 3 whole days away from my mom (which I know sounds bad, but when ya mother drives you up a fucking wall day in and day out, this is paradise and a blessing in disguise). I'm finna be living the life first chance I get, man.
Now, tell me why, when my mom told me about this, my mind went to @runningincircl3s's Hedonist fic? Because think about it, Y/N accepts a job working for her uncle for a summer that ends up becoming a full time job, Y/N meets Mechanic Noah, the rest is history. Y'all, am I going to have a Y/N moment? COULD I HAVE A Y/N MOMENT!? COULD I MEET MY MECHANIC NOAH THROUGH THIS SOMEHOW!?!? All I keep thinking about right now is that 1) Hedonist fic IRL, and 2) there have been some concerts that I've been wanting to go to in that city that obviously I can't drive out to see and then drive back home like I can the other shows I've been at. So if I'm already down there in the future, literally imagine the world of possibilities that opens up for me with shows.
Okay, random rant over. I just had to get that out because the moment my mom said my uncle had a volunteer position, my mind went straight to Hedonist and it has not left since (the way that I literally fkn love Hedonist and want to manifest my own Y/N moment from that fic, I literally forget that it's a fic sometimes 😂😭) (Ms. Ashleigh, I think that's a sign you gotta turn yourself into a published author sooner or later, hmm? 👀)
Okie I stayed up later than I shoulda, have a goodnight y'all 😴









