⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ the sickness was already showing its ugly face , ⠀ he knew , ⠀ for as much as she had tried to hide it . ⠀ for how long has she been hiding it ? ⠀ she wouldn't tell him , ⠀ despite the countless times he had asked . ⠀ had she been suffering in silence without him knowing ? ⠀ for how long ? ⠀ questions that wouldn't get an answer any time soon , ⠀ constantly swirling around in his head . ⠀ for now , ⠀ it just looked like it just started but . . . ⠀ how long, how long, how long ? ⠀ he couldn't think of anything else , ⠀ except for the fact that whatever was eating her from the inside out had most likely started a while ago . ⠀ would it be too late to try help her ? ⠀ to find the best doctors that would fix her , ⠀ somehow ? ⠀ he would still do it , ⠀ no matter the cost , ⠀ he would.
@roseguided sent a prompt : ft. mary sunderland . › ❛ there is nothing that i want but you . ❜
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ his disappointment and frustration were justified, he was aware of this, but why did he still feel so incredibly guilty ? ⠀ he could see it in her face , ⠀ in her eyes , ⠀ the way she seemed more fatigued by the day . ⠀ how did he not notice ?⠀ ⠀❛ ⠀ i know, mary , ⠀ i know . ⠀ but . . . ⠀ jesus. ⠀ ❜⠀ ⠀ a hand goes up to his forehead , ⠀ rubbing at the skin before slender fingers run through messy locks of hair . ⠀ did she assume he'd leave her if she wasn't at her best ? ⠀ he loved her , ⠀ he married her , ⠀ he was trying to build a life with her , ⠀ a family . ⠀ did his actions not show that ? ⠀ has he not done enough ? ⠀ ⠀ ❛ ⠀ you should have told me as soon as . . . ⠀ this started . ⠀ why didn't you ? ⠀ we could have found a solution for it . . . ⠀ together . ⠀ ❜⠀ ⠀
